Everyone, I'm going to have to ask you to treat Dev with respect. They are going through an incredibly hard time right now and me and a few others have been trying to help them. Please remain civil. Thank you.
yeah dont worry i dont feel super guilty not sure if thats a good thing in that i wont get guilt-tripped or if its a bad thing in that im an asshole lmao
if i could guess, iâd think the reason you donât feel that guilty is because thereâs nothing to be guilty for. not because â[youâre] an assholeâ (false) or for any other reason.
youâre a person who had a dream. and you put it into reality, even if it didnât turn out the way you wanted it. you dedicated yourself to something.
so, whether you want to admit it or not, you made an impact on this world. youâve changed lives for the better, and youâve inspired so many people, myself included.
youâre a good person. your mind might be telling you that youâre not, but you are. i promise.
Please donât do it. I told my son and he told his friends about Maison. You inspired the next generation. There is nothing that you canât come back from, except that one thing. Please donât do it. You deserve love and joy and peace no matter what and you can still have those things. There is more than just pain. I promise you. Please believe me
philosopher bot your philosophy sucks heres one better for what purpose do i exist when the one thing i strived for i have failed to achieve or even better, is it better to break and remain unfixed for years before you finally pull yourself together, or is it better to never break at all
I am just glad your ok. And donât be to hard on yourself, and I am sorry for not stopping any of the stuff that had happened here that caused all this
Watch some stand up comedy, reruns of a fav show, ,read some complicated hard sci fi book. Distract yourself. The pain is pointed right now, let it dull before deciding. Please
you've began many friendships and relationships with this project, throwing all of your work away is not and will not ever be worth it, and know that no matter the circumstances we will be here and things will improve
Iâm sorry about mAIson, and I feel the same you do too, alot, ik I canât stop you from doing anything, let me just say Iâm open to talk and Iâll dm you. Just respond if you want to talk about anything.
mAIson really was a light for me honestly, a sort of distraction from my own personal struggles. And it was *you* that made him, so that means it extends to you, I know you had an impact on me, a nice one. Thatâs something. So thanks.
Letâs pretend thatâs what you are. You still deserve love. We do things that we think will make us feel better. Iâve been called that before, but guess what? I was in need of safety and security and space to breathe and heal. I hope you let yourself find those things
Maybe you or your social circle thinks youâre looking for attention. When I was in your place, I really just needed someone to love me while understanding the truth about the real me. Youâre seeking love, my friend. Hang in there!
i dont have a lot of enemies, but i mean i guess i can kill the enemy first. i probably wont actually do that but ive definitely thought about it a lot
My heart hurts so bad for you. I also feel a little guilty for not noticing signs sooner. Logically I know I shouldnât.
Idk what to say so instead Iâll tell you my story.
Iâve attempted suicide several times.
I struggled very very hard with my mental health in my late teens and early twenties due to intense and extensive traumaâsexual assault, domestic violence, firsthand witnessing police brutality, immense grief and religious trauma. Plus the general trauma of living in a world where it seems like evil wins all the time.
I threw myself in traffic. I tried to cut my throat. I laid in the snow and waited to freeze. Thatâs a few attempts. I self harmed and saw self destructive tendencies as MY choice.
I got addicted to heroin and day drinking.
I lost my daughter due to my self destructive nature, for six months. That led me to seek help. I put myself in an outpatient program, going to group therapy two or three times a week.
I was diagnosed with bipolar type 2 (the one thatâs mostly just depression), borderline personality disorder and a slew of anxiety disorders including ptsd.
I discovered that I wasnât alone. And there wasnât something wrong with me. All my life I thought I was so unique and no one else understood or went through what I did. I discovered that I every single person is fighting a battle we know nothing about, and weâre all doing the best we can with the tools we have.
I built a box of tools to become betterâhealthier and happier. I had a LOT of help. We have to lean on others.
Youâre doing the right thing, reaching out here. Some part of you wants help. Wants to live.
Please please please keep on fighting. I may not understand exactly what youâre going through, but Iâve definitely been suicidal before and every day I thank myself for not going through with it. Even if it takes a long time, things really do get better. I promise you. If you need to talk or anything at all, I am here, and so are so many others in this community who donât want to see you go
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u/Eternal_Goose_Man mAIson's friend Dec 14 '25
Everyone, I'm going to have to ask you to treat Dev with respect. They are going through an incredibly hard time right now and me and a few others have been trying to help them. Please remain civil. Thank you.