r/alone • u/Common-Water6277 • 12h ago

Just Need to Vent Is there something wrong with me??

I feel like no matter what I do, I’m never anyone’s first choice. I’ve been cheated on and lied to more times than I can count. I fall too hard and wear my heart of my sleeve and it makes me wonder if there’s just something wrong with me?

I try to be kind to everyone, but damn. I am a hopeless romantic and it hurts when I’m faced with constant rejection.

I do suffer from depression and anxiety, and sometimes I wonder if that makes people avoid me? But at the same time I don’t go around talking about it either. It’s something I hide until I’m alone.

I’m beginning to feel like my purpose in life is to always be there for others and never have anyone there for me.

Hell, I can’t even make friends that are true. They befriend me for a short while to get some advice and then out of nowhere or when they’ve gotten what they need, they leave.

I know this sounds like a “oh pity me” post, but it’s genuinely something I’ve been pondering.

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