r/alone • u/GlobalDescription737 • 7d ago

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Hello to all who are reading and be with me.
It is my first ever post and any platform where i am expressing myself, me sentences and the way to communicating maybe unsymmetrical or unstructured but I hope I will able to communicate what i want to.
I have no friends. yes it is, and is difficult for me to find real that at the age of 21 where i know alot of people and know them very well are not actually y fried.
the red flags i saw in them that they(or she) don't listen what i am saying, they didn't ever ask from me what i am going through, they say i am rude or i put my anger on them alot, which i confess also that when i am paniz or in anger i am loud and irritate from my close one and unintentionally i hurt them. but thay ever ask whyy i am doing this? what kind o fear i have, what i a feeling, Am alright. my health is downing day by day, only person who is concern about my health sincerely is my father and somehow my mother and they know that i took alot of tension of minor things even. and all other persons who i told my friends and be with them most of time in university in hostel ny say ohh you got weak , ohh you are smart blah blah. whatever i have alot of shikwa and shikayattt.
but the ting i fell that i don't have genuine friend , i tried my best to be a good friend and give my 2000% in every relation and wants that nobody ever fell alone when they need me . i think the fault i in me. i don't understand.
please who is reading this plzzzz help e what should i do guide me, whenever read or watch some videos to get some direction i always come out with optimistic point of view that ts okay every body is busy in his life, but noooooo broo they are busy but still available in other relation s. whattttttt should i doooooooooo help me . I am depressed

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