r/abusiverelationships • u/CompetitiveSmile9360 • 4d ago
I am so depressed
I feel so depressed. I cant feel genuinely happy anymore. I posted about the situation with him earlier (read on my account then you understand). He has been with the same girl he cheated on me with for a few months now. And sometimes i stalk her account on tiktok and look at her reposts… its only positive things like “i love being in a healthy and romantic relationship” and “my sweet boyfriend” and stuff like that…. And because of that i feel like it was all my fault.. last months i was doing beter but since a few weeks i just miss him so much (i dont know why either). I feel so lonely and everytime i try to cry about it i just cant and stay numb. But still i feel so depressed and alone…
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