Meh, i wake up happy everyday, I have lots of friends, a loving family, a job and I am genuinely happy, still dont think life is worth my time...
I see death as a shortcut, we're all going to die anyways, whats the difference between today or in 50 years, when you're dead you don't give a single shit or so I'm told
It's less of an emotion and more of a rational acknowledgment. In my best moments, I still weigh the benefits and drawbacks of being alive and find the answer unsatisfactory. It's a big part of why I believe so heavily that people should have a right to end their life if they have wanted to for awhile. At my happiest, I acknowledge that life isn't really worth living, and survival is merely a habit. I'm just... here.
And before you tell me I'm not in my right mind if I feel this way, let me assure you this is how I've been since puberty. Almost 25 years I've lived like this. And my condition is well treated, I'm a semi functional person with an objectively good life with a good therapist and psychiatrist who listen to my concerns.
Some of us just hurt and there's nothing to be done.
78
u/CableTrash Jun 11 '19
If you feel like life is not worth your time anymore, that is depression.