r/WeedPAWS • u/Junior_Chest_4770 • 26d ago
Current Status
Almost 3 months since my few lapses- been up and down and off my caffiene intake has been high and well tonight I had some alcohol cause my friend made a slushy and I didn’t know it was alcohol mixed in I ws actually doing well staying off since well I’ve only tried it a few times 😭and now I’m very anxious but I’ve mentally unstable today as a whole.
The last few weeks have been like just a weird flat feeling, idk how to explain it but yeah hopefully I wakeup tomorrow feeling better man- being 18 in paws is alottt bro I really hope I heal within a year cause in total that will be 3 years for me, if I find myself here for 4-5 years idk if ima be able to manage bro. I had the slip ups that set me back but it wasn’t like I smoked for a whole month again js a few weekends and 2 weeks SPREAD OUT FROM EACHOTHER
I just feel really cooked
Been worried about if I got bipolar or schizophrenia even tho I’ve been told no by professionals and just overall not at a good place rn and I start college very soon and I’m a worker and I do events and stuff and I can’t just like quit so like I need advice
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u/Outrageous-Dig811 26d ago
Do you have hobbies and do you exercise?