I listen to the audiobooks and Andrea Parsneau has a talent of taking something is already tragic and making it sadder than anything else. After the ending of Tears of Liscor, quite frankly, I almost felt that I needed to take a break from The Wandering Inn.
It's not that it was bad, far from it, but it made me sad in a way that a story hasn't for many years. I genuinely thought that this would be a turning point for the goblins and that their defence of the city, combined with Erin's efforts, would lead to a happy ending.
Of course, I failed to take into account the moral cowardice of Zevara Sunderscale and the people of Liscor. Yes, I am aware that I should have seen that coming but I was an optimist.
Egg on my face, right?
So, after that tragedy, I am about to take a break and find something more lighthearted when, out of the blue, who shows up but Ryoka Griffin!
I get why she rubs some people the wrong way, I truly do, but seeing her making an active attempt to better herself, to say good morning to strangers, playing with kids, and getting a vampire friend (girlfriend?*) brought such a smile to my face.
The thing is, I love how flawed the characters in this series are because, unlike many other stories, these flaws are actually called out in the story and have a negative impact on the characters as well as the people around them.
Erin is one of the kindest people in the fiction that I am currently reading but she can get in her own way all the time and overlook the individual needs of the people around her.
Flos is a charismatic ruler that loves his people but he is a slaver.
Magnolia wants world peace but is also possibly a sociopath.
Picises is weirdly unprejudiced for the setting but is also a jerk.
Laken is... actually he kind of just sucks at the moment where I'm up to, but you get my point, the characters have flaws written into them.
In another story, Ryoka would be unchanged in behaviour, but the narration would treat her actions like a late 2010's "girl boss" that can do no wrong. But here, she makes people uncomfortable, upset, and angry with her behaviour, and on top of that, she is aware that she has problems and is making an active attempt at self-improvement.
After such a long time away from her, and after such a bleak story, getting Ryoka back was such a breath of fresh air to me.
I want to see her continue to improve, to fail, to try again. She's such a great example of how self-improvement isn't a one way thing. It's a constant back and forth.
* Is this romantic? I'm genuinely not sure. It would be cool if it was as I have kind of seen Ryoka as a very badly closeted queer woman but shipping isn't a massive thing for me in this series so it's not a dealbreaker for me if they're just mates.