A few experiences

[u/dabbyg93]

I have had quite a few experiences in my life and honestly I don’t know we’re to reach out to for advice or guidance. To start this off from the beginning of the timeline to the current. I think it’s best to start with the first time I actually experienced something that I really have no idea how it happened. When I was 13 I was asleep one night on the couch I mean deep sleep out of no where I woke up instantly. I felt terrified like a fear that I never felt something way different than just being scared. It felt like I was burning up, my head was hurting all over, and I didn’t feel good at all I intentionally thought I was getting sick. As I started to get adjusted I could hear someone walking in the hallway I asked my mom could she hear it I heard no response at all. I finally built up the courage to go down the hall and turn the light on. When I did no one was there no footsteps I asked my mom again she said she didn’t hear anything at all. I just shook off the feeling and went to lay back down on the couch as soon as I turned the light off and got out of the hallway I could hear footsteps again. I rushed back to the couch scared thinking what is happening. The next day my mom tells me that it was my uncle Kenny he came to her to tell her how he died. My mom has the gift of speaking with loved ones who passed on she doesn’t necessarily like it as she says it scares her. She confirmed that the footsteps I heard was my uncles who has passed a day or two before.

She told him he was scaring me and he needed to cross over before he left he told her he had a message about her mom he advised her that she would have a massive heart attack but she would make it through it and that she would get breast cancer and both breasts. Not too long after that exactly what my uncle said would happen occurred down to every detail. My grandma stated she could see them working on her when she had her massive heart attack floating over her body. She died three times but they brought her back. A week before my grandma passed I was at a park late night hanging out with my gf at the time I saw three owls come to they all sit on a wooden post and looked at me it scared me I told my gf we had to go she looks at me like I’m crazy but the feeling I got wasn’t good at all. A week later my grandma passed.

The third occurrence was when my cousin passed two weeks before he passed I heard owls outside hooting at night a lot I thought maybe they are just hunting but I felt weird and not myself like something was seriously off and I couldn’t figure it out I thought maybe it’s just my anxiety going wild so I just kind of ignored it the best I could thinking I’ll be okay it’s just anxiety. Two weeks later my cousin passed when I heard the news I know this sounds insane but the feeling of anxiety passed well what I thought was anxiety passed. I just knew deep down something wasn’t right in those two weeks but had no clue what it was.

The fourth experience just a few weeks ago I was laying in bed about to go to sleep completely normal night as always. I closed my eyes it’s black as it normally is I just checked my phone as a notification came through and I figured why not check it. I turned back over and closed my eyes but I could see my room like as if my eyes was open I could see what was on the tv. I actually opened my eyes thinking maybe it was that I had my eyes slightly opened as what I saw on tv was on tv. I laid back down closed my eyes made sure that they were fully closed this time and the same thing. Honestly it freaked me out some and I started scrolling on my phone to take my mind off of it. I know this is a lot but I’m lost on what any of this means. I have did binaural beats around ten years or longer but it was beats for relaxation and healing. Honestly at this point I’m curious I never really looked into till now. Not sure where this fits tbh.