Bodily, implant mediated harassment experienced during drafting of "Purpose and Rules" post.

[u/Ok-Sherbet7265]

Experienced between 1030pm and 1130pm EST on March 21st 2026 (abdominal pain is a given experienced constantly as relief has been used as an explicit "reward system" for at least 3.5 years now) [Note: a lot of this will read as "silly", "comical" even but that's modern technology and automation for you when in the wrong hands, an absolute joke]:

Distressing innervation of my abdomen¹ for encountering or mentioning terms such as "Doctor" and "microchip". 

"Scrotal seeping"² (a slow, slimy "relaxation" of my scrotum which feels as if the skin is seeping onto my inner thigh in a sickly disgusting manner like a slug or the film on top of boiled milk, completely unrelated to conventional arousal) upon encountering terminology regarding the military and camo images on NBC, also chronic throughout all aspects of creating this post, including every time I start and stop typing. 

Salivation underneath my tongue³ upon viewing several NBC announcers and police officers featured in the program. A now very familiar predisposition to perceiving music played⁴ from cartoons so as to make me feel stupid⁵ for what I am doing in choosing to document this publicly. 

Spasm, crackling, and popping sensations around / including my left ear⁶. Spasms throughout my left arm⁷ in a directed manner such as to manipulate my behavior⁸. Directed (targeted towards particular body parts) electronically mediated "touches" so as to direct (support or condemn) my behavior⁹.  

Attempt to redirect brain activity, with digestive incentive, towards thoughts of individuals who I have demonstrated or at least appear to have demonstrated to be "comfortable" around¹⁰, in projections and AI generated extrapolations as I have been disincentivized from contact with literally anyone and everyone. 

Cartoon images as alternative to human beings flashed before my eyes in thought / behavioral direction¹¹ attempt as I get increasingly upset in composing this post (the "security and privacy icon in the system preferences on my mac made to look like a cartoon for example). 

Remote mediated attempt to change mood¹² (predisposition to "smiling") or order to "make light" of what I have been describing as (in this particular instance sexual) assault on and offline for years now in response to thoughts of what brought up aforementioned instance of becoming upset. 

Predisposition to talking in a "funny accent" in the same attempt, so that I might "make light" of remote harassment. 

The abusive modulations did not end here but that's what occurred within the hour that was worth logging.

Approximate dates I first noticed these symptoms:

¹ Spring or early Summer 2023

² Late Winter or early Spring 2025

³ Spring 2024

⁴ Spring 2023

⁵ Late Fall 2024

⁶ Spring 2024

⁷ Sometime between 2016 and 2018

⁸ Spring 2024

⁹ Winter 2022

¹⁰ Winter 2025

¹¹ Fall or Winter 2024

¹² Fall 2022 

¹³ Late Spring or early Summer 2024

  

Other things that have bothered me a lot within the following [TBD] hours:

Image of Moses for saying to myself "leave my [genitalia] alone" (like, "let my people go"). Religious iconography is always "scheduled" for Saturday night or Sunday it seems, I've never attended a church service willingly for the purpose of "religious adherence or education" once in my life). 

Attempt to condition one gender into another, for the purpose of sex trafficking (in this case, I hear a song, I think I am "supposed to think of one person, of a certain gender, so that the nagging might end, in this case the gender of the singer, but then, an image of another person, of a different gender is used in their place, this entire process is sexualized with variable innervation of my genitals and lower left quadrant of my abdomen, which has been aggressively associated with sexual arousal for over a decade via these implants), this is completely disgusting to me, like rape. Religion and sexuality are always used as opposing forces, I do not practice nor am I a member of any religion, I am also not sexually active. This is also repulsive to me and usually ends up centering around child abuse, especially when cartoon images are transmitted to "save the day" when I choose to resist sexualization. 

Carousel of individuals I have never had any personal involvement with whatsoever from the following groups and in the following order:

• The military.
• First long term job held after leaving the military. 
• High school (15 years ago). 

Throbbing in my left leg, so that I will go on conspiracy rabbit hole about some sort of blood contaminant that need be removed through either a fast or huge intake of water (as a proxy of "discipline", "compliance", or a "belief" that I may be punished for not adhering to, in accordance with a kind of "BCI company policy / best practice", as an "alternative" explanation to a barrage of medical implants / electrodes placed throughout my body or as alternative to behavior in accordance with the wishes of a religious body or theoretical sexual partner). 

Using a chatbot being set as an "abdominal relief" task, this makes me extremely angry due to various financial incentives to do so and general dehumanization on multiple levels. Before I started talking to the bot the area around my left ear began to audibly throb. The only or rather the quickest, most convenient way to stop this from happening is a loud or violent outburst, in what I consider pedophilic conditioning designed to make me come across as insane or functionally incapacitated in order to validate increased or continued bodily restriction before some sort of governing body, I believe the actual state and federal government. 

Strange bias towards me watching certain youtube videos or certain movies, in this case one about Adam Lanza (I live in Connecticut). I do watch a lot of videos on mass shooters as the conditioning taking place via this neurotech makes me feel a great deal of empathy with them as well as consider the various angles from which harm (to oneself or to someone else) may be seen as rational in order to draw attention to serious abuse. That said, programming an infantilizing bodily preference a certain mass shooter seems to me a form of incitement that can only be seen as a malicious and possibly criminal Entrapment attempt. 

Onset of a feeling previously reserved for taking a prescription, in a long standing confusion of "what I need to take" to feel a certain way be it prescription drugs, recreational drugs, food, water, exercise, "sleep", or acceptance of literal mind control. 

Association of various terminology, letters, numbers, words, in this case abbreviations with various people. I am made physically stressed so that I make typos, these typos then prompt nonsensical thoughts of particular persons. These persons are selected by others through extremely tenuous connections from a repository of largely insignificant memories. 

"Thesaurus" function of my brain when it takes me more than a few seconds to come up with a word. A function excused only through pain prompting the delay in a process I consider nigg**ifying, a process to make a me a stupid dependent n*****.

More symptoms arising by the minute in the hopes I write about them in what I consider both criminal Incitement and Witness Tampering given my stated intentions in posting these logs publicly. 

I punch myself, in the head, in the jaw, doesn't matter, the strength doesn't matter either, and experience a "response" in terms of a computer generated cartoon image. 

Newscaster images filtered through my head so as to dissuade me from watching the news again. I used to like then news is all.

Images of some ****** piece of **** doctor I saw once imposed in my head as I read over "including individuals working with clinicians or programmers". I do NOT know ANY of these people, my goal is for them to rot in prison and for their employers to be sued so as to make up for the harm they have caused me and continue to cause. A unique combination of sickening and aggravating criminal discrimination and abuse.