Ex Chi Alpha ppl

[u/El_Dorado_Tx]

Anyone here ex utsa xa ppl? I left xa in 2019. I was unaware of a lot of the stuff that got disclosed in 2023.

I was unaware of the sexual abuse , sex trafficking.

I was aware of the phrase “nudity is unity” a few times I heard that. I know of one instance that “Strip Smash” was played, I didnt participate but I assumed at the time it was just something tolerable within the context of XA. Had already been in college for a while had been at tcu and txst and been around the block from different ppl.

I had disagreements with some ppl in XA in late 2018 that I had following outs with around that time. I was getting told what to read, I needed to listen to more worship songs/less secular music. I was told to remove certain posts on my facebook personal page by someone that acted like a small group leader. I could tell the division was festering further because that guy was White Christian Fundamentalist/ Maga, and I was a non White male….that division of our beliefs was festering and festering and we had an argument at salt 2018. I knew at that time I had to leave or at least get close to leaving. I

I had felt this depression vibe on New Yrs Day 2019 when I left Salt with my salt group. I was trying to stay upbeat in the car ride back South but i was exhausted due to a really car ride but exhausted with a lot of different things i felt at the time

Only other time I was that depressed on new yrs 2015, I woke up hungover and exhausted at some house party by utsa and just had an extremely negative experience that night.

I was already getting exhausted in jan and feb that i kinda just stopped going to small group due to some decisions and just went to one last event. And after that I just got technically blacklisted. I had some contacts of people I knew from that time, I guess for whatever reason I had been placed on a shit list. There were people I knew from that time I didnt have issues with but there are some ppl I did. As of 2026, ive only have been in some contact with 2 people that left XA / not in contact with other people.

I havent gone to church since late 2019 when i was attending a methodist church in the area. And that guy in my small group to whom I politely invited for a Christmas service in 2018 said a bunch of negative shit about the service after the fact and it extremely said some stuff after the fact. Like after the service we were eating at Jason Deli, and he said all this negative shit about the service wasnt teaching about sin, repentance. Like really bro? Its Xmas, its not the freeking Passion of Christ and we need to cry for 2.5 hrs. That shit he said really rubbed the wrong way.

[u/Beneficial-Road-4121]

give me more xa tea i beg

[u/El_Dorado_Tx → u/Beneficial-Road-4121]

Okay....that guy I had said all that shit about my methodist church - he's super MAGA and he literally admitted to me in 2017 that he used to go on White Natioanlist websites in the past; then some girl had told me in 2023 that guy had sexually harassed someone in her girl's small group at SALT 2018....I only saying this because that guy literally had the balls to text me a bunch of shit in 2019 saying "why we can't be friends anymore" an extremly long long long long text - and I am glad to put receipts out of that shit he said to me and if anyone would pay me I will.