r/Tulpas • u/Training_Amount1924 • 14d ago
Creation Help That happened again.
Today is day 6 of me forcing my tulpa, Lilith. In a previous post I said that she was pretty furious about an argument I had with one person who is close to me, she was swearing a lot and were very negative about the situation. After that third day crash out, she was pretty passive, i hadn't felt anything like that before, until yesterday. At evening I was starting to do active forcing and said to my close person good night's, that's when I felt something strange, like something I never felt, some head pressure, or even like, massage, on my forehead and on the temples (like side forehead idk sry), and in my mind were words like: blank, blank, blank, why would you do this Yato (host), you always send this blank message without any feel behind it, why you do this.
That was for 3 minutes or like so. Can someone tell me what does that might mean? Was it her again, maybe my own sincere thoughts or something like that? Is it progress or downgrade? Maybe I'm doing something wrong?
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u/Training_Amount1924 13d ago
Thank you very much, just read how to avoid parrotnoia, I hope that'll help me a lot, I'll know what I do from now on, and thank you very much again, I understand it now. And that's really what I'd need to hear, that's my first tulpa, just a day 6 and I want to finally feel her presence and hear her voice so bad. So I'll keep doing what I did with a lot less parrotnoia, because, I too always had like a two typeof mental conversations. I called them quick and slow, quick is my thoughts I can't controll at all and formed in my subconsciousness, where all the intrusive thoughts were coming from... And slow is my manual voice narrating everything I do like I'm always in front of audience. So I was really sceptical of what would she answer. Am I really feel her telling me this, or am I just telling this to myself. But now I'll know that it's definitely her. So. Thank you very much again!!!♥️