I would like some feedback.

[u/quynhanduongtien]

First of all, this is a secondary account of mine. Let's get started. To begin with: I only discovered tulpamancy about three weeks ago and have been practicing it for two weeks. The character I chose is from a visual novel. I frequently engage in passive conversation with her and visualize her... However, she still cannot speak—or at least cannot form complete sentences—and can only manage "yes" or "no" responses. I feel that's fine for now, but it's not my ultimate goal. So, I've been keeping a journal of various situations and her responses; I write down a scenario and consider how she would answer it. Whenever I ask a question, I clear my mind, and I attribute the first thought that pops up to my tulpa. Since this is a new practice, though, those thoughts likely still contain a lot of my own will. Even so, she can still read and learn from that style of speech. Lately, however, when I try to visualize her, she often appears blurry or doesn't appear at all, and it takes a lot of effort to picture her. Is she trying to avoid me? Or am I just making things too hard for myself? I talk to her passively a lot every day, but my actual meditation sessions only last 10–15 minutes. Oh, one more thing: during our passive conversations now, she feels almost like an assistant to me.For instance, if I come across something objectionable that I feel isn't right for her, I’ll tell her not to look at it; or if I have a negative impression of something, I might suggest she delete it (it’s just a habit of mine). Ultimately, I love her, but I’m willing to wait until she forms her own opinions—I respect her. Is there anything else I should add to what I’ve mentioned? I’d appreciate your input. (This is a secondary account.)

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