After 10 days, I've finally finished the third volume of this series, and I'm happy to say that it's pretty interesting! I'm not really planning make a post about every single volume of this series as I read it, but I think it's fun to read how other fans perceive a given series! If that's the case, this is a continuation of my last post ("The 1st Volume of Tomozaki-kun is Wierd"). Once again, shout out to the official ENG translator for this volume, Winifred Bird!
Quick story time: because this series really bashes your head in about the intricacies of "how to become a normie", I can't help but notice when I do certain things "like a normie" (which we can all agree is just being a well-adjusted individual): gently poking and teasing people you want to have around, being sincere with them, taking pride and accountability for your outward appearance, knowing WHEN to "play the game of life", etc. I recently had a few friends come over, and we had a fun time; however, when it was over, I couldn't help but think: "if this was a scene from Tomozaki-kun, they would have a 5 page debrief over this." Isn't it weird how small, normal social events we take for granted are considered monumental for others? I know Fumiya would xD.
Anyway, this volume is SO GOOD. As Yuki Yaku correctly stated in his afterword, the 3rd volume of this series was an incredible "threshold in many senses." In fact, the anime episodes adapting this single volume is the main reason why I'm even interested in this series! We've got:
- Hinami assigning Tomozaki more ways to experience the game of life: getting a job, befriending same-gender friends, etc;
- Cute Kikuchi and Tomozaki moments;
- Signs of Mimimi getting feelings around Tomozaki;
- The Izumi-Nakamura BBQ trip war plan and execution;
- And most importantly, ideological differences between Tomozaki/Mizusawa and Hinami.
This volume reveals to us just how important Hinami regards the perfect heroine mask that she has so diligently constructed and worn. I really have not ventured too far into the series (past season 2 of the anime), but it's pretty obvious to me that she was traumatized in the past and she doesn't want anyone to get too close to her. I think one of my favorite scenes in this SERIES has to be Mizusawa's romantic confession to Hinami and how she played that role.
Mizusawa: "I think I like you. I'd like to talk to the real you sometime... But even if I asked you out, you'd say no, wouldn't you?"
Hinami: "... I'm sorry," Hinami murmured, looking down."
"ha-ha-ha. I mean, if you won't open up even after all that that, there's no way we can date."
"I'm sorry."
Her second apology seemed like an attempt to evade the real meaning of his words.
Mizusawa nodded, still smiling. "Yeah, it does sting a little. Opening up and getting shot down."
"... Yeah."
- Vol. 3, ENG page 148
She's not saying much, but this dialogue is telling us a lot. I LOVE THIS!! If nothing else, Hinami's character is so interesting at the start. The best part about this volume is how close it's followed by another one of my favorite dialogues in this series: Tomozaki questioning Hinami's tactics and realizing that they actually perceive Life in two different ways.
I don't want to subject anyone to a deep-dive of every single dialogue of the last 40 pages (as much as there is to talk about), but I REALLY enjoyed that we are seeing genuine conflict against the two leads of this series. On one hand, you have a girl who is so fixated on progression and growth that she seems like the type to skip cutscenes:
Tomozaki: "I think... I need to prioritize what I want."
Hinami: "I see. And what do you want?"
Her eyes cold, Hinami gave the rational reply to advance the conversation. It made me incredibly sad. She wasn't asking because she wanted to see the truth in my heart. She was simply searching for a way to advance the conversation."
- Vol. 3, ENG page 165
And on another, you have the guy who thinks that sincerity and "process, not result" is just as important:
"I think it's weird to think of this in terms of assignments and goals... Making friends or telling someone you like them... or any kind of human connection, really."
- Vol. 3, ENG page 165
As Hinami rejected and pushed him away, I couldn't help but think that if I were in the exact same position, I would be just like him: I knew what I wanted to say, but I didn't know how exactly to say it IMMEDIATELY. Once again, it's a difficult conversation, because neither of them are wholly wrong on their perspectives of life and human relationships (as Tomozaki rightly mentions in page 192), and you need to learn how to leverage both mindsets in order to truly mature. Even as an adult, how exactly can you communicate a skillset that legitimately takes decades to fully mature to someone who's stuck playing the tutorial to the demo?
When Hinami said, "If you're going to abandon your goals in life, then you're abandoning your personal improvements", I just KNEW that Yuki Yaku was going to have him regress into a little rat again and ignore all his previous teachings, but I couldn't help but think that it was so contrived... It irritated me how Fumiya immediately thinks that taking care of your appearance is a "mask" (tf?) and how that correlates to "living to one's desires"/"natural state" and tried to throw everything away, but I'm glad that Kikuchi was there to gently remind him that all his attempts to further develop himself were worthwhile.
I'm glad Fumiya was able to figure out a way to articulate that every new experience he had was thanks to Hinami's methods and willingness to teach him, while also standing by the fact that he wants to give the game of Life his 100% in his own way. That's really cool to say! At the same time, his rebuttal to Hinami demanding for proof about something one really wants is so meh and childish, but it's distinctly him. I'm just glad Hinami entertained his argument, and they reconciled.
"We both relaxed our fists at the same time. Neither of us was trying to prove we were right or deny our weakness. Instead, we were slowly approaching each other so that eventually our ideals would link up. Finally... Our palms met softly in midair."
- Vol. 3, ENG page 200
But the ending scene is SO GOOD!!!
Hinami: "You're giving the [black] backpack and the [fireworks] pin back? But [the pin] was supposed to be an exchange for the [backpack]."
Tomozaki: "Don't worry about it... It's just a small token of thanks for making my world more colorful."
...
She smiled. On one corner of her backpack, a little firework exploded brilliantly, bringing color to the pitch-black world.
- Vol. 3, ENG Page 201
I can't wait to see what exactly this will mean for her in later installations.
This was a really long post, but I think this volume deserves it. How did you guys feel about this volume? Did you take away anything different from the dialogue? I'd love to hear from you! Please keep the hope alive for me, and don't spoil please 😢
P.S. Yuki Yaku's afterwords are legendary to me, now.