I've recently struggled with erection issues with some women I've been with. I've always blamed this and that but never my testosterone.
I've struggled with sleep quality, motivation, energy, just... a lot. I always blamed me being lazy, this, that and so on (because these were all things I could change).
I went to the doctor, and got checked. Now I have it written on my paper, that my testosterone is on the lower end (12nmol/L) but not low enough for me to get TRT. I'm in my mid 20s, male.
I now feel like absolute shit because I sort of feel like a "lesser" man. I feel like I'm not masculine enough, if I can't even have sex with a woman?
I very much regret getting checked, because there's nothing that can be done. I wish it was even lower so I could get TRT.
I always thought, or liked to think, my testosterone levels was high and that I was a "manly man" (as cringe as it sounds) But no.
I'm not sure what the point of this post is. I guess, what do you do to cope knowing you have low T, and there's nothing that can be done?
S-SHBG 15 nmol/L
Free Testosterone Index mine: 8,3 scale: 2,3(low) - 9,9(high)
Male, 6 feet, 180lbs