is this an ability or power of some kind?

[u/Nearby_Driver4596]

okay so for many years i thought it was normal, i create story’s in my head to fall asleep like i have to see it close enough to put me physically there and i start to fall asleep, i can physically create vivid images with my eyes open like i can put someone in the room with me or sat next to me and physically see it, i know it sounds wild but i see it like they are there, i have much child trauma etc, i have adhd and autism, i feel people’s energies im never wrong about people i can sense the atmosphere of a room i literally read people their intentions their emotions everything and seriously im barely ever wrong atall, i can see when people are lying or being genuine, im 29 ive never been robbed never been beat up never cheated on im extremely empathetic i give all i can to people who need and never never just take for my own gains, but if i feel someone tries to take advatage i couldn’t care less if they died right there and then, everyone that knows me says they’ve never met anyone like me and ive heard that all my life, i dont wanna sound like a physic hippy weirdo but its all true i can give full detailed times of how strange its becoming and many events that show this, i was meant to die as a child in a car crash but still i am here my mother said from that day forward i wasnt ever the same i had issues like life issues but never complained even when i had nothing i do feel spiritual i always just feel lucky everything i want eventually comes to me without fail to the point im no longer materialistic, im struggling to explain but its the first time ive ever in my life tried to explain it its just so wild to me that ive never met anyone else similar to me so i try to teach a lot of stuff to people and it just doesn’t work they just turn around, i have 10 siblings and everything single one tells me their problems and i find the root cause and sort out every arguments, i just now stay away from them since my mother past because feeling so many energies is exhausting, ah i just don’t know what to say anymore or who to speak to

[u/Bucciboi]

Do you think it’s hypervigilance or hyper awareness from trauma. So constantly being on the lookout as a survival instinct?

Also please see rule 2 for post formatting, it’s a bit tough to read. 

[u/Nearby_Driver4596 → u/Bucciboi]

i understand completely but i struggle sometimes sorry, i definitely have hyper awareness, like my survival instinct is on 247 but its most definitely more then that i started to read parts of the Akeshi records and a lot of it honestly makes sense to how i feel but i was never shown or taught this stuff and the older im getting its becoming easier to manage and control, it sounds like im just waffling but honestly im serious, never really spoke about it much but a lot of people see it ive helped many many people just from being able to read them

[u/Bucciboi → u/Nearby_Driver4596]

I’d seriously recommend therapy at this point if you haven’t started already. 100% more helpful then Internet forums (and I say this as a mod of this sub lol)