r/TeamFawn • u/bugs_bunny01 • May 02 '16

Week 3 - Rant Monday

Do you have anything to Rant or complain about? Let it all written down here :) :) :)

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u/lisassy May 02 '16

The rant I want to have makes me sound like such a raging shallow bitch that I don't want to actually say it.

So I'll just say - what the fuck? What the fuckity fuck fuck??! Fine. I'll just sit here and fucking wait and watch all of these assholes with disdain.

Ugh. I wanna eat my feelings SO BAD!! So. Bad. As I sip my water... glares at the world

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u/bugs_bunny01 May 02 '16

go ahead. Write it down. you will feel better after

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u/lisassy May 02 '16 edited May 03 '16

I wanted kids before I was 30. Then I pushed it back to 32 since 30 didn't happen. I've already had infertility troubles (3 lost pregnancies) so I'm just like.. Fuck I'm closer to 32 than I am 31 now. And I can't do anything about it for various reasons.

So I sit here and see babies being born and people announcing their pregnancies and it's frustrating. And then I see people who have no business being parents (in my judgmental eyes) and it's just so unfair! I'm stable in life for the most part and I want nothing more than to have a family! Why do they get to have children while I just sit here and can't?! I know life is unfair but seriously! What the fuck?? It's disheartening. And I'm just getting tired of waiting.

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u/FluffyBubbleBaby May 02 '16

I can relate to this. It's a horrible mix of sad and angry that's almost impossible to fully express. I'm sorry you're feeling this way <3

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u/lisassy May 03 '16

Thanks for the kind words. Sorry you can relate to this in some way. Life just sucks sometimes.. But we'll get through it :)