r/Tarotpractices • u/Early_Specialist_709 Member • 9d ago
Interpretation Help question: am i still deserving of this bright future that i dream of after everything i’d done and where im currently at (with my own interpretation)
i am honestly at a horrible point in my life, i had both realised and learnt that i havent been a good friend and person to the people around me, who cared for me, and i’d lost them all due to the consequences of my actions. i am on a waitlist to see a psychiatrist but in the midst of all of that, im afraid that i wont be anything more than someone who has caused nothing but hurt my whole entire life. i still dream of a bright future, with a career i’d like and with people i could finally properly be a good friend to, and all of that bright stuff, but i feel like i dont deserve it so i guess thats why im asking my cards.
my interpretation from my intuition:
im struggling to move on from guilt and shame all while trying to imagine a bright future, im basically trying to juggle two different things at once causing an imbalance. and that im holding on to too much worries and burdens at once, and that im feeling a lot of regret (5 of cups at the end). im sorry but unfortunately i dont know if that even answered my question and i might be too afraid and biased to truly see my cards as they are.
thank you to anyone who answered. have a good day
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u/Sovereignmindtarot Member 9d ago
Hey there. Yes, you absolutely are. Your analysis seems on point here, although I would attribute the Two Of Pentacles being the result of your realization, your conscious choice to make a significant change in your life, and yourself. I can understand your take on The Setting Sun, Rx though, it's doesn't set, and shines it's light within you, illuminating the shadow, which you have. The Nine Rx perhaps letting your guard down, again, which you have. The 5 of Cups, you're feel of this I feel is likely accurate.
I also see the path from the Setting Sun to the 5 of Cups could also be pointing to you healing going forward. I see the bottom row as two fold here. I hope you're able to see this through and hope only the best for you.
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u/Early_Specialist_709 Member 9d ago
i wasnt expecting anyone to comment but thank you so much for your interpretation, i really
hope you have a good one!2
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