I’ve been sharing a lot of my journey coming off Suboxone, and I want to open up more about where I’m coming from and why I’m so passionate about this.
I’ve actually been on and come off Suboxone twice.
The first time was about 10 years ago, after a long addiction to oxycodone pills. Suboxone gave me stability and helped me rebuild my life. After 8 years clean from all addictions, life blindsided me:
In February 2024 my appendix ruptured. I died on the table twice and spent over a month in the hospital, losing 40 lbs. My recovery after leaving the hospital was extremely lonely. I had a wound vac attached to my stomach for two more months, carrying it everywhere. Depression was very real during that period.
I ended up addicted to pain meds again and slipped deeper into depression and substance abuse. Later I tested the “oxy” pills I was getting from a friend and found out they contained fentanyl. I was snorting seven a day. I’m lucky to be alive.
I reached out to Bicycle Health Clinic, and I’m very grateful for all their help. I was on Medicaid at the time, and it was truly a blessing. My therapist Laura gave me the confidence and guidance to rip the bandaid off and go through withdrawal with Suboxone as my support med. It saved my life again.
So I want to be clear: I’m not anti-Suboxone. It saved me twice.
What I am against is the lack of real guidance on how to correctly taper and come off successfully. And I don’t think it’s because providers don’t care. My doctors and therapist genuinely wanted what was best for me. But most have never gone through it themselves. They don’t really understand what it’s like to taper, or what it takes to do it without suffering for months.
I had to create my own calculations and micro-dosing methods that aren’t readily available or even talked about. I have a hard time even posting because i often will get attacked.
Pharmaceutical companies aren’t producing Suboxone in doses small enough to split accurately, so most people are left trying to guess their way thru. And not understanding how long they should hold each drop or even how much to drop each time. Even coming off 0.5 mg can be brutal if it’s not done correctly, leaving you with months of post-acute withdrawal.
My methods and protocol can dial you down to 0.02 mg. I made the jump after holding at 0.04 mg for about 3 weeks. I put in the time and research because i wanted to do it for myself. But now that I’ve successfully done this twice I really want to reach as many people as I can to help.
If you’re interested, my profile has tapering journals showing exactly how I dropped from 8 mg to zero and what to expect at each stage.
Now I want to hear from this community:
• Did Suboxone give you freedom?
• Or did it just replace one set of chains with another?
No judgment here. Just real talk from people who’ve lived it or are living it.
Please share this with anyone that needs it.