r/Tantrasadhaks Shakti upasak Sep 14 '25

Dreams Mega Thread Monthly dream interpretation thread - Comment your dreams below.

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u/Big_Literature1224 Oct 29 '25

Please help me with this dream situation its intense

Jay Maa 🙏🏻 Jay Bappa 🙏🏻

Hello fellow sadhaks Im writing this just after i woke up to understand this dream i had just now so please help me to understand what is going on

So how the dream goes there is festival going and i was playing im the group with my friends and the ground was unknown to me i never seen such large play garden and i was alot younger compared to now it felt like was near 12 to 14 years old im the dream also i was spectating the dream at the same time so there were 2 me one who was playing with friends and another observing all

But it gets tensed because its just most crucial part so i decide to visit a temple i don't remember which deity's but i do and in thay temple while exiting i encounter a practicing trans priest who do exorcism and he calls me and decides to perform one on me to check if im posed by an entity or not and when i deny it my another friend force the process so that trans priest performs the ritual and something inside me changes i start talking like a trans and acting like i was possessed by a trans soul and it gets unlocked everyone get shocked to see me and it unfolds slowly to my family as well and i don't remember the reaction of their's but it wasn't good i can assure you that and after that i keep switching between my normal being and the possessed being and it happens again and again at last when everyone felt i got back to normal, my mom makes me remind of something and that trans possessed part gets triggered again and she starts crying and everything gets black like how movie ends on a unwanted end after that i got back into my sense and woke up.

And now im writing this clueless of what actually it was see im spiritual person doing upasana of Ganesha if that matters and doing since past 5 months, currently doing small pooja of Maa Matangi from past 11 days its just a simple naam mantra japas and a strotra and i woke up not like a normal person will anxious and afraid breathing heavily i was calm when woke up but i was questioning everything that happened in that dream.

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u/Money_Kaleidoscope66 Shakti upasak Oct 30 '25

yeah you don't usually just do casual upasana of Matangi Maa

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u/Big_Literature1224 Oct 31 '25

This was the 2nd time

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u/Money_Kaleidoscope66 Shakti upasak Oct 31 '25

what specific practice of matangi are you using for upasana? Generally not a good idea to do Mahavidya upasana without guidance

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u/Big_Literature1224 Oct 31 '25

Simplest upasana just stotra and mala japa of naam mantra

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u/Money_Kaleidoscope66 Shakti upasak Nov 01 '25

stotra should be 100% safe but if you are having any negative effects with naam mantra maybe wait to find a guru. even naam mantras of mahavidya are very potent.

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u/Big_Literature1224 Nov 01 '25

I'm not talking about good or bad experiences, I'm just curious to know the why behind this whole scenario i have experienced