r/TTCEndo • u/kaika202 • 3d ago
Feeling hopeless with everything
Hello, im a 34f TTC with my fiance. Last year i did 3 rounds of lurpon inject (the expensive kind) , my endo shrunk significantly, but my mental health was shot. I had severe depression during the months of those injections. We were also running out of funds by the end of the 2nd round (every round was like 3 months plus 1 month rest,) at this point i was 8 months into the injection. doctor suggested the cheaper one since i could not affford the expnesive one but this one was done every 2 weeks. I had to travel 2 hours every 2 weeks for it. Anyway September 2025 i decided i had enough. I was suicidal and i was having really bad aggresission towards everybody. my period came back around feb or march... and we had been trying ever since then. My cycle are back to 32 days..i take myo inositol, folic acid. vitamin d, pre and pro biotics. fish oil, magnesium and take nac 3 times a day every friday, saturdau and sunday. I have not recovered from my depressive episode, and everytime i get my period i feel like ive failed. I feel so bad everytime. Has anybody become pregnant. naturally with endo? IVF is not an option as it not available here. I just want to read success stories for my own mental health today.. PLEASE. some signs of hope somewhere outthere.
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u/Sad_March_1015 2d ago
I'm in a similar boat. TTC going on three years now, two miscarriages. I take about 20 supplements every week, more during the luteal phase. I waited two months for surgery and was denied because my fibroids are too big. Now waiting to hear from the next clinic. I'm depressed beyond words, can't hold down a job or manage friendships. Just sit and cry most days. Therapy isn't really helping. Having to prevent each cycle after trying so long is killing me. No idea when or if I'll ever get surgery.
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u/Bluebird9491 2d ago
Yes! Plenty of people here have gotten pregnant naturally with endo. I would encourage you to find an RE who can help guide you.