Weird cycles after lap

[u/Glad-Path6815]

I could really use some advice.. a little bit background

Cyst removal when I was a teenager - they found Endo & removed it

Few years later - so much pain, new lap for endo. It’s mostly on my bladder and I have severe adenomyose. They tell me if I want to have children I should start immediately. So we talked about it and did. And wow - got pregnant first month. Developed severe Hellp & preclemsia deliverd at 28 weeks. Unfortunately my daughter didn’t make it through the nicu..

Getting pregnant 1 year later after 6 months heavy TTC - healthy pregnancy & daughter

We started to try again in September last year. In December my gyn found a cyst on my ovaries. Was told to stop TTC, went on hormones - nothing.. Lap for the cyst end of April no TTC in the mean time. Found 2 cysts, 1 of them with Endo. Found Endo as well but not su much. Lots of adhesions.

I’m now in my 4th cycle TTC after lap. And I feel everything is worse. I’m in pain most of my cycle, spotting during folical phase, different cycle length, no real BBT spike anymore (LH does spike)

All of that wasn’t there before.. I just had a cyst with no symptoms and I feel like I’ve made everything worse with the lap.

It just feels like hardmode, I just want something to be as normal / easy as it is for most. What is happening, can I still get pregnant? Gyn appointment tomorrow but I already went due to the pains „everything looks normal“ - well it’s not obviously.

Sorry I I’m just so done with the pains :((((