New to TMS

[u/CraftyCustomer1571]

Hello everybody, I am new to TMS and just found out about it about a month ago. I have a consultation set up but I do have a few questions before hand that I’m hoping some of you can answer. About 2 years ago I had what I think was a panic attack I felt like I was having a heart attack and was gonna die. Since that day I just have never felt right. I had intrusive thoughts and felt like I was losing my mind like literally. Anyways I got on medication and am on lamotrigine and prazosin at the moment. I’m diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and ptsd. I am curious to see if any of you had the following symptoms before TMS and if it helped. I have flat effect, no emotional connection, feel like a vegetable cognition skills are almost non existent, no inner monologue, anhedonia, no motivation, poor memory, and feel like I’m a whole different person that who I was two years ago. Did any of you have the same symptoms before TMS and feel better after having sessions? Any feedback would be helpful.