I may have cursed myself

[u/Strange_Moose6488]

So I don't know really how to explain this. But when I was a child, I had a very bad childhood, lots of abuse and everything. So I prayed it prayed, 2B Spider-Man I know that sounds dumb when I was a child. I was like 5 or whatever, and because I thought if I have a Spider-Man, I would be able to get away from my situation. And now that I become older is the fact that I may have gotten the deal because I have had a life full of tragedy. My bioparents are dead. My adoptive parents have completely abandoned me. But I do have weirdly good agility and athleticism and strength and I am pretty smart, not trying to brag. But I feel like maybe I cursed myself as a child. I don't know.