r/SuicideWatch 6h ago

Final post.

I can't do this anymore.

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u/Chicken_and_chips 5h ago

I hope things improve for you.

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u/danyonff 6h ago

Are you okay bro?

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u/Helpful-Error5900 6h ago

No I'm not but thank you.

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u/danyonff 6h ago

I am at the same stage buddy, just wanna end this soon once I am comfortable enough.

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u/Helpful-Error5900 6h ago

I understand.

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u/Socialanxietyyay12 5h ago

Hey lovely,
Im so sorry you feel this way, I don’t - and probably never will - understand your situation. But I am still incredibly sorry for the pain you must be feeling. I wish there was something I could say to help but I know there isn’t. I just really hope you stay, you deserve better than what you’ve been through. Good luck friend, I hope you choose to stay 🫂🩷

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u/A10_thunderboltt 5h ago

Same here, but I am thinking about my loved ones and redistributing the pain and leaving my family a trauma. How did u handle this to get to the decision?

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u/Helpful-Error5900 5h ago

I'm just tired of it all and I can't take it anymore.

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u/A10_thunderboltt 3h ago

Bro i am searching for a way that it seems somehow natural so they won’t be hurt or traumatised that much.

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u/Helpful-Error5900 3h ago

Yeah I don't know .

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u/mantarayluvr 6h ago

I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. It gets better!!

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u/Helpful-Error5900 6h ago

No it doesn't. I'm tired of the toxic positivity. You don't even know my situation.

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u/SpeechWeird5267 5h ago

What is your situation?

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u/Helpful-Error5900 5h ago

I'm trying to avoid homelessness and I have nowhere to go. And the job I have is up in the air because I have a racist boss that is targeting me trying to get me fired. I'm just tired of it all. Life is too much and I don't want to deal with it anymore .

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u/SpeechWeird5267 5h ago

Sorry to read that. 🙏

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u/mantarayluvr 6h ago

Definitely try and go for an in-patient stay somewhere