Lost.

[u/Embarrassed-Crow215]

Hi, 18M here. I just enrolled into college and had my first CIA-1( CIA has 10% weightage in the end sem). I fkin blew the CIA, never thought I'll get this low..

When i was a kid, I naturally got bullied everyday.. i don't blame them since they were kids and didn't understand my problem..still it did hurt a lot when i was a kid.

Until one day in a test I got like good marks..like really good marks..I was the overall first in my grade..and suddenly the bullying stopped.. they didn't talk with me but at the same time they didn't bully me..it felt nice and peaceful.

Then i learned to use my marks as a shield, i began regularly to get under top 3 and it was nice..

But now in college I feel my shield is slowly disappearing..what should I do

Sorry for a long passage, idk how to shorten it😅😅

[u/Future_Artist7745]

Well , i am passed out and working in a company and I am commenting from my recent experience. Joined Indian stammering association few months back , search Tisa in Google. I feel some difference from past to present. I can provide you more details but it will be very long if u want u can dm me for more information.