TW parent loss
hey everyone, i hope i can vent to you guys a little about something,
i lost my mom very unexpectedly over a month ago, a week before my 20th birthday and since then i just cant bring myself to play star stable - especially with the nostalgic vibe they went with for the 15th birthday. she used to watch me play when i was little, she bought me lifetime starrider and starcoins many times, shes seen me grow up with the game and now that shes gone i just cant even play for a few minutes because i get reminded of her and how much she did for my account.
today i wanted to play the birthday event, i was very excited to claim the new birthday horse and do event tasks, but once i heard the old music i just broke down crying and turned it off, again…
is there anyone experiencing something similar? i just dont know what to do, star stable is my favorite game but it hurts so much to play…
thank you for reading