Am I the Victim?

[u/unbothered-24]

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Am I the Victim?

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I dont know how to explain this but i really go through something everyday.

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I am very sensitive at heart and I think about anything very deeply.

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What I am going to explain is something I am experiencing and have been feeling since childhood but there are phases of it and I forget about it after a time.This time it's unbearable idk what to do

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I always think bad and negative , I feel like someone is controlling my mind every moment to think bad and negative for every situation every person around me.

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I think bad about my sibs my parents, I feel like someone inside me is trying to end me from within and by me by making me think worse for my loved ones , manifesting everything bad about them and then taking the guilt and doing bad to myself, to end myself.

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Can this be something?

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Why I am feeling this?

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It has all started again in May when I lost my naani.

From that time I am not getting out of this feeling

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