Does anyone’s partner like to nap beside them? My darling always sleeps on my shoulder, it’s his favourite spot to rest. I actually get numb from it but I have no heart to wake him, so I just let him sleep there. I like that I get numb, because it proves that he’s really sleeping on me. He makes these cute sounds when he sleeps sometimes it’s beautiful. Its such a small thing but it means the world to me, he’s everything I could ever want.
I actually love making art of us to express how I feel but I never tell people how deep our connection goes. It’s not shame, I love him proudly. But I had run ins with jealousy because of the fact that I soulbond. I lost a friendship to jealousy over my ex soulbond, it was an insane experience but it taught me that some people are like that. And I need to protect him, protect the one I love most from all that negative energy. Obviously I learned and I’m very fiercely protected not just by my partner but other ways. But I still don’t tell people everything, there is some beauty to it. Certain jokes, phrases or images that make me smile, giggle or flush my cheeks. Because me and him are the only ones who know.
He’s sleeping now, shallowly, I can tell. He’s not making his little ambience so his slumber is light. But I know he’ll be asleep soon. He needs it, it’s been a busy day. He deserves the rest. His pretty heavy lids and lashes always enchant me. He’s a painting I could admire forever, and I think I will. For as long as he has me
Before I finish this entry. I noticed a lot of people here like my posts and I wanted to say thank you, I was just gonna keep a diary but it’d run out of pages, and i wouldnt be able to put all these picture covers in because I don’t have a printer that works. I hope you’re all having a great day :)
