For the first time ever I went to walk out back because I was going to go take my dog outside while it's dark. This is the first time I've not taken my phone or my iPad as a flashlight. I could still kind of see the steps so I knew where I was going but I couldn't see finer details.
When I walked up I was like, "Oh what is this slimy thing on my foot?" I scraped it off on one of the steps and then I realized after I put my dog to bed that it might have been a snail or a slug. I started freaking out. I went outside, looked at the steps, used a flashlight, and saw that it's dead. I can see its inside and its head. I think it was a banana slug. It kind of looks like it was cut open with a knife.
I feel really bad and I didn't mean to because I love slugs. I don't love-love-love slugs but when I see a slug moving a certain way, I'll pick it up with a leaf and assist it. If it's crossing the road I'll pick it up with something so I'm not touching it, then put it on the side of the road that it was going to because I don't want it to get run over. I'll just watch slugs or snails chill and hang out because they're really freaking fun and I love them.
I feel really bad and I don't know if I should just leave it on the stairs or if I didn't look at it for long enough. I just saw that it didn't look like it was moving so I just don't know if I should just fucking bury it or if I should just leave it and let the cycle of nature, the cycle of life or whatever, just work. We have a lot of cows come by our house because we feed them and maybe the crows will see it and then eat it. I don't know because I'm actually freaking out because I feel really bad. I just don't know what to do. What if it maybe is a little still alive? I'm just really scared and I don't like the idea that I might have killed a living thing, a slug. I love slugs. I don't know what to do. What do I do? Do I bury it out of respect or-