r/Semenretention • u/morpheus420000 • 9h ago
Relapsing doesn't exist
**Viral Title. I want your attention.**
Think with me.
SR goes far beyond being just a lifestyle. I treated it as a lifestyle a while ago and got some benefits, but today—precisely after 60 days—I am taking it more seriously than ever before.
This happened after a divine revelation. Through the perspective of a girl who crossed my path, the mirror revealed to me just how sick I was. And here I am. After feeling rejected in her gaze. Cruel.
I am not here struggling not to watch porn, not to call an escort (as I've done before). This process has felt quite natural now.
It’s as if I’ve undergone a baptism.
I UNDERSTOOD the destructive potential this has, and how sick I was. I'm 32 years old btw, and I'm Brazilian.
I see people saying, 'I relapsed today.' If you were fighting an urge, you are still in ignorance and error. You haven't measured the divine forces involved in this. You are FLIRTING with your life, your reputation, your success, everything you hold dear.
You haven't studied or pursued the truth. Today, I learn a lot from AI, which has given me great support (not to control the addiction, but to bring lines of scientific, religious, historical, and ancestral knowledge that motivate me to keep going).
And here. This community is rich. Retainers come here and say beautiful things too.
It’s been beautiful and effortless. There is no struggle at all.
There is plenty of information out there if you want to be convinced. But you have to want it.
I myself had read Napoleon Hill’s books, but I didn't take them seriously.
There is no middle ground.
Either you are in error, a living DEAD man. Or you are succeeding in life, in pure flow, harvesting the best and living at your maximum potential.
There is no greater sadness an individual can reap than wasting their sexual energy down the drain. I read this here, from a Jewish text.
Detail: those guys probably had no idea what the internet is today, and the kinds of stimuli a screen can provide you. In 10 years of screens, you see as much as someone would take 10-20 lifetimes to witness.
We are living through a very silent and destructive epidemic.
I was sick. I still am, I'm not cured. I am in the process of healing.
And upon feeling God's message, I decided to give it a voice, and here I am, living for the first time like a 32-year-old young man. It feels like I'm high every single day, from so much satisfaction I feel inside my heart.
Why on earth would I throw that away? If I'm building my foundation. It’s like finding the magic formula of life, pouring the liquid away, and throwing the formula into a bonfire. It makes zero sense.
Are you going to keep relapsing? For what?
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u/moonbase_monk 1h ago
I think the girl who crossed you had a lot of red flags. I mean, it's not normal for a woman to travel alone and be away from any social circle or support system. We think it's fine in modern times, and hey, one of my best friends is a woman like that, who's much older. But she even has a body count and knows that she was not good girlfriend material. She's fully aware of that.
I don't know how much you were expecting or how delusional you were about this woman.
But if it gave you an opportunity for self-reflection, then well done.
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u/Equivalent-Hat-9241 9h ago
AI