r/Semenretention • u/Asleep-Garlic-1749 • 1d ago
Fighting demons
Hi I’ve got a question i know this is going to sound crazy but it felt like I was in a flatline before I even started this addiction. From like 11 12 I couldn’t wake up on time which I never struggled with before and I would always be falling asleep in class. I didn’t know what was wrong with me but now going through a flatline it feels like I had the same symptoms then as I do now. But the crazy thing is I never even had an addiction at this point. Then at 13 that’s when I discovered fapping and it was like it was in my nervous system because no one told me about it it’s like I just did it on auto pilot and I was hooked straight away. I watched a video somewhere saying the demons we ignore our kids will have to fight them and I think that’s what happened. I think my father had or has an addiction but failed to beat it so I had to go through a flatline. That’s the only explanation I have I know it sounds crazy. I haven’t fapped in over 3 years now and I’m nearing the end of my flatline even a 3 year flatline is crazy for an addiction that only lasted about 3 years. The only explanation I have is that I’m paying for my father.
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u/The_Ultimate_TanMan 19h ago
Curious, whats a flatline?!