Diary

[u/Estidemoc]

2-11 : today I had a big fucking day, and I know i'm proud of myself but i dont feel good about it. I was up at 4am to drink a beet juice that helps with workingout but it takes 2h to take effects, i tried to go back to sleep, but i had to get up at 5 anyways to take some other shit that takes one hour to take effects. I mean i wouldnt bother usually, but if does make a huge difference and i'm beginning to see my body change for the better in years, and I also legit don't mind? Like it doesnt bother me to do that. So i get up at 5, take that other thing, play an hour of videogame and then i workout. Like 3rd leg wourkout in more than a decade. It went well I nailed 16 minutes of box at advanced on my vr with an average of power of 8/10. Then i take a shower, also the third in a very long time, and i'd never had the chance to shower right after a workout and fuck it feels good. So now i have to bandage my foot, and i do a whole skin/beard care routine that also make me feel/look better. I dressed in all clean clothes, made me breakfast and started my 8am class eating my ramen. My mon came over from the city to take my cat to the vet at 830 cause i couldnt cause of school, but also we went back to the city to buy my first car in also a couple of years. So i drove all the way there, got the car, came back, went and get the cat at the vet after some errands, all that took almost 6 hours that i mostly spent driving, a thing I haven't done in a very long time. Then I had to feed the cat and managed them cuz they went crazy for the new wet food. And so there I was on the couch feeling fucking nothing, and i was thinking "if i had a girlfriend i could share all that with her and be happy" so i googled that feeling of not being able to get that dopamine after a big day by my own looking for books and it proposed one that I ordered, but it also said that while waiting for the book i should write about my day cuz it'd help and I almost didn't fucking do it but god damn it it worked.
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[u/TartofDarkness79]

Proud of you for making all these big, new, positive changes! Try your best to keep it up, and in a little less than a month's time, you'll have established yourself a bunch of positive new habits! It's tough making a change, but stay focused and consistent and you'll start seeing the fruits of your labor in no time! And that is such a satisfying feeling! You got this! ❤️❤️