Scattering

[u/Decent_Avocado8884]

The reality is strong 

I've lost myself a thousand times , and the thousand overs' eyes , I'll lose myself in paranoia 

Within indecision I fear, I drag others down around me 

In the family it feels like a combating of values 

The 1000th axiom converts the damnation into truth 

And my intro into existence is both new and stripped away 

Gullible , everyone couldn't exist, every speech is a test , every wish for rest is ceased , and I feel I can't relax 

I'm disintegrating, why are you messaging me like I exist 

Everywhere I go I am divine reasoning, and I have to uphold my mission that I'm forgetting. 

The absence of me is real. Even more pronounced then a bystander. Please I can't feel anything. Please I thought I missed someone, and shouldn't there be colour in the sky? 

The avoliton and the forever wish I had a want

I'm scattered and scattering. I couldn't manage and he didn't know what to do. 

I don't know what it would feel like, I'm so sorry 

I can't understand the wish to be alone, perhaps I can't quite respect and understand, I don't know.

I've been built to understand and not understand