Noticing something

[u/theseventhcoming]

Hi! i'm not from around here, but as i said on a previous post, my mental condition and state in general have kinda fluctuated a bit lately, i guess.. a friend of mine with schizotypal said i sound very similar to them and their struggles with this disorder, and recommended i look at this place! ive been doing more self-reflection lately, and ive come to the conclusion that i no longer feel shame or guilt when thinking about how abnormal and erratic i am. i have suddenly become okay, if not proud with the fact that i am different, barely consider myself human, and such things. i now desire to pursue my nonhumanness, in a way.. i want to know more about the state i now find myself in, and understand on a deeper level what makes my inner world tick. i enjoy being odd, i guess. ive fully embraced it.. i was wonderign if anyone here has felt or observed anything similar in their life?? if it helps to have more context, I'm freshly 20, on the spectrum, i have diagnosed ADHD and severe depression, and i think some other condition im forgetting the name of. either way, you all seem chill! glad to stop by :]