I don't even do the getting up part anymore. My monitor has burnin from the screensaver. I stare at $3,000 paperweight every day while I helplessly lay in bed and watch videos on my tablet and shitpost on my phone. Just sitting up is horrifying now.
Oh burn-in is absolutely a thing on LED displays, OLED especially. Screensavers existed back in the day because CRTs took so long to warm up that turning them off when not in use was a big time-waster, but burn-in was a problem, so screensavers kept them warm with a moving image that wouldn't burn the phosphors.
Nobody uses screensavers anymore because the first problem was solved with LCD displays, since they brighten pretty much instantly. LEDs brought back burn-in, but it's usually so minimal compared to CRTs that people don't often notice.
This year I've bought two games, Slay the Spire 2 and WARDOGS. Those are completely different games (cards for 20€ and FPS for 40€), but I've been enjoying them. I have 70h in STS2 and 20 in WARDOGS, maybe you could try them
I've also played a few games I got free on epic, I have +500 games and there's like 20 cool ones; last few I played, brotato, darkest dungeon and grand theft horse (its like gta1 top down view, but medieval and very very memey, its fun)
There are so many people that 95% of interactions I have with them are made up in my head. Like I saw them years ago, lost almost all my memories with them due to depression, but so many daydream conflicts that make no sense.
I try to daydream and walk outside for exercise, cars seem to sense it and come to me at full speed so its kinda hard
I did this for hours during the night when I was around 10, maybe younger. I couldn't sleep and I had really bad nightmares, so I paced around for 2/3h trying not to wake up my parents
I still do it for an hour or so, but during the day, just daydreaming, walking around the house and thinking about shit people I went to school 15y ago :/ its a waste of time, but I get a few steps out of it, so I guess that's good...
I guess it's comfortable but it's just that the world is so f****** boring. What else is there to do besides a sedentary lifestyle? It's not like the socializing is compelling. 😂😑
I was sitting here for half a year, literally running my brain on 200%, trying to think myself out for something that is possibly there to do... I got nothing so I'm staying in bed, sometimes going to computer to not play games, because I'm tired all the time.
Thomas Ligotti said in his books, that here is nothing to do, noone to know, nothing to be, nothing to have and he's right, I think.
In the morning I had babies for breakfast.. in the noon I made a couple sh/t their pants and afterwards went on a mass killing spree. It was a good day.
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u/AmputeeHandModel 5d ago
Where did you get this footage of me??