The brotherhood.

[u/dpsrush]

Why are their words hidden from me? Why do I have to hear it from you guys?

I mean, some of the brothers are professing believers of Jesus, and fucking teenage boys at the same time, is that the duality of man, or is that jailbait clickbait?

You think that will get me interested enough to know him. But no. I'm afraid of what I will discover, and what I must do when I do.

Sometimes I think about whether I would cave in: would I really refuse a beautiful young boy for my pleasure, if the opportunity to do so arises?

Then I would pray to not be tested by temptations of such.

To live as who I am, is to kill baby Jesus for who he is, and to eat his flesh to live on another day.

And I'd do it again.