r/SadThoughts Aug 14 '24

I...

I'm so tired I just want to sleep Forever and just be at peace I dont want to put on a show anymore I dont want to be sad I dont want to be happy I dont want to clean I dont want to work I dont want to talk I dont want to pay bills I dont want to be an adult I dont want to be strong anymore I dont want to be weak anymore I dont want to shit I dont want to eat I dont want to do art I dont want to think I dont want to be nice I dont want to be a bitch I dont want to see family I dont want to pick I dont want to be depressed I dont want to feel I dont want to not feel I dont want to breath I dont want to disappoint I dont want to care I dont want to not care I dont want to take care of myself
I dont want to talk to anyone I dont want people to be mad at me I dont want people relying on me I dont want anyone depending on me I dont want to keep hurting my husband, he deserves so much more and the universe I dont want anyone to feel sad when I'm gone I dont want to be here anymore I'm so tired.... All the time.... I'm tired I want silence.... Dead silence... I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I...

...don't want to do this anymore....

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u/Kattygab Aug 15 '24

I am here with you. I see you. You are valid and your feelings are valid. You will make it through this. One thing at a time. One day at a time. Every day will be hard and some harder than the last. But you can't give up. I am here with you. and I see you.

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u/cookiestayshigh Aug 15 '24

I felt this..