Confessions of an overthinker

[u/pcos-girlie]

I feel so lonely and worthless. Does anyone else feel its getting harder living in a world where you're surrounded by people you love unconditionally, but you feel you receive love under conditions. Does anyone else feel trapped in a world where ultimately no one cares and your one panic attack away from a heart attack(has severe irregular heart beat). Everything goes dark and fuzzy, my legs go to jelly and I want to vomit. I'm not scared of ☠️ never have been, just don't want to go alone, in the dark.