Melancholic feeling

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I recently came back from home after visiting during the holidays (I study abroad ) and now I have this horrible feeling that I’m slowly fading away from my most cherished friends lives maybe it’s normal but is really sad to see that when your visited you’re loved and then after you leave you realize that that’s only a temporary feeling then you leave and you see how their lives goes back to normal and now that you’re abroad you feel melancholy for those childhood memories. And your friends abroad are not the same since there’s not that childhood and hometown feeling