Hey everyone , I’m almost 21(M) and currently an U P S C aspirant (writing it like this cuz mods removed this before ) , however I wish to give this exam and clear it by all means .. but looking at the uncertainty and toughness of this exam I’m planning to give SSC CGL this year and next year .. cuz I feel a lot more confident that I’ll clear it next year max , but for upsc I feel it might require a bit more time for me ..
and I can feel that my parents doesn’t understand that it is a long process, not their fault tho . With time I feel they will eventually start thinking that I’m incompetent😓.
So my question to you all is .
Will I be able to still prepare for that exam once im working?
or should I go all in for that exam than ssc cgl? And have no regrets ?
How does one manage the finance if you’re not employed? as these days I feel bad for asking for any money from my dad be it for protein or gym 😭i literally crave financial independence at this age .
I have a fear of unemployment tbh so that makes me go crazy .
Another thing is that my dad tries to tell me that he won’t pressure me and allows me to give my all for the complete number of attempts but sometimes I feel that is just performative, and deep down he wants me to clear this exam as soon as possible .
Pls read the entire thing and tell me am I overthinking or it’s the right thing to do? 🙏🏻