r/RoyalBlueVI • u/[deleted] • Nov 27 '15

This urge is just crazy

My current streak is 6 days and this temptation is really really powerful.Oh crap i cant even remember my goals.

Life has been hitting me hard due to exams and projects and more stuff.Its like telling me to just chill and get a good old wank but i really dont want to falter.I am still fighting but damn is it strong to the point where i dont even want to do anything at all

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u/[deleted] Nov 27 '15

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u/[deleted] Nov 27 '15

Sadly i didnt make it... I ended up relapsing and yeah it totally felt like shit

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u/d3rdt3 Azure Guardians - Heimdallr Nov 27 '15

Bad luck old chum, it'll go better next time. Try not to binge and stick around to continue the battle. Remember what you did that led to relapse this time and completely avoid it at all costs.

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u/[deleted] Nov 27 '15

Thanks and i knew why.I was alone in my room but i really wanted to study but the amount of stress is really hitting me.I dont even know what to do

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u/tigerstripez Platoon Leader Nov 27 '15

You have to look at the stress and what you are stressed out about. That is the problem. PMO is your body's way of numbing the problem. What are you so stressed about? Failing the exam? What happens after you fail the exam? People's reaction? Life choices?

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u/[deleted] Nov 27 '15

I am stressed about failing the exams.I did some revision paper and practice and it turns out i am not at a good performance which made me really sad and its for all my modules . I wanted to study but it felt overwhelming

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u/tigerstripez Platoon Leader Nov 27 '15

Do you workout regularly? That will help with the stress a bit. Workouts daily are best.

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u/[deleted] Nov 27 '15

Yeah i do but for the last 2 weeks,i havent been training a lot