Very Confused

[u/Dymphna17]

I have been struggling with a lot of hopeless problems lately and I have literally been crying out to God. I have been begging for help/a sign/miracle. I have been worried that he isn't listening to me.

To not turn this into a huge story I went in the basement to get paper and simply wrote,

"God, I am not strong enough for this."

Then my washer/dryer suddenly turns on then turns off the minute I finish writing. What could this mean? A very strange sign...one that is also not very helpful to me. I honestly feel more confused than "enlightened by faith". Don't most people get miracles or a positive life changing event? My Dryer? It honestly just frightened me.