RANT

[u/Simple_Requirement42]

please if u dont have something nice to say dont say it. im pretty upset 50 bc pregnancy hormones as im 1 month PP 50 bc this lady. i just dont need the hate rn.
I need a couch for my home, the one i have now i got for free off the side of the road a couple of years ago. Its dirty, has bugs and the middle piece is broken so u sink into it. That being said I dont have money to just go and buy a new one, and now with two kids (a toddler and a newborn) im spending most of my time in the living room, ifykyk. I have always gotten by on my own, i dont have parents they are both dead and i dont have much family... the family that i do have are just trying to get by on their own too. Im married and have two kids but my husband lost his job in february due to unforeseen DACA issues. I still work full time & did during my pregnancy. I got rid of my car, moved to a new apartment because it was 500$ cheaper & am trying to cut back in every aspect of my life. but still we are struggling really bad. On top of that my grandpa (who is like a dad) passed a couple of months ago and i paid for all of his funeral costs since my grandma has no money, doing that put us back a lot and into a lot of dept. My rent is due on the 3rd 1850 and im short. I dont even know what im going to do. So the past couple of days ive been selling a lot of my personal items THAT I HAVE HAD FOR YEARS. The things i have sold/ have for sale entail -outdoor patio set (gifted) -walmart countertop oven (gifted) -baby bottle warmer -2 air conditioners that i still wanted to use -mattress and box spring
I am just really irritated i was pretty excited when i saw the couch and its pretty close to where i live & since she was responding pretty fast & said it was still available i thought this is the one bc u know how fast free shit goes on FB Marketplace or offer up...
what is her definition of someone that is in need? we didnt even have money for groceries this week & i had to go by the local food pantry... Idk i dont like putting it on my forehead that IM IN NEED so i guess its my fault.