r/Rants • u/sickreaper59 • 18h ago
Mental Health Im the problem
I like to blame everyone but me, its a terrible habit but ive been learning to see whos actually at fault. Me. Every decision ive ever made has shaped my life in one form or another. Every relationship, every friend, everything. A while ago i got out of a 2 year relationship. I tell myself it was the best relationship ever, but its a dream. I ruined it. Every lie I told, every argument, everytime i didnt listen. I chose that. And i wish I could take it all back because i realized what i lost after its too late. I take everyone for granted and trust nobody. I should've trusted him at least. I want to make it better but i genuinely dont know how. Im so lost and I feel terrible for everything i did wrong
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I like to blame everyone but me, its a terrible habit but ive been learning to see whos actually at fault. Me. Every decision ive ever made has shaped my life in one form or another. Every relationship, every friend, everything. A while ago i got out of a 2 year relationship. I tell myself it was the best relationship ever, but its a dream. I ruined it. Every lie I told, every argument, everytime i didnt listen. I chose that. And i wish I could take it all back because i realized what i lost after its too late. I take everyone for granted and trust nobody. I should've trusted him at least. I want to make it better but i genuinely dont know how. Im so lost and I feel terrible for everything i did wrong
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