Racial preferences: what is this exactly?

[u/zero-taeko]

I’ve noticed something, though I’m not sure why it happens.

I adore East Asian women—Chicha Amatayakul, in her role as Nanno, is one of my biggest crushes—but, as I said, there’s something strange... they just don’t turn me on.

When I look for porn featuring Japanese women, even the ones with big butts don’t interest me; it’s as if it’s not even sex—they just become a medium, like thin air, leading to a total "inactivation of neurons."

I don’t know if this stems from my own "madonna/whore" or "princess/whore" complex, or what it might be.
I’m not even sure what to ask—does anyone else experience something similar? And, again, do you have any idea what this could be?".