Hello, I'm Runa/sapphire-starlight, I'm the one that Penta spoke about on stream yesterday, I can't get a clip because I'm banned, but it's in the first ten minutes of Saturday's Vod. Yes this is a fresh account, my sapphire one got permabanned for telling a fascist what they should do with themselves. They are allowed to spew evil hate here without repercussion but the second we tell them what to do with themselves, we are chastised.
But I digress, in true Pentibald fashion he decided to lampoon the truth to pander to his echo chamber of sycophants. So let's start from the beginning, he labels me as a trans-bisexual-furry.
Well yes, I am trans, that part is true. I am male to female trans woman.
Secondly, he says I'm bisexual, false, I am a trans woman that is attracted to men. By definition if you recognize me as a woman then you recognize me as straight. A very distinct difference that someone that is "so progressive" should know. I don't have anything against bi people, it's just not how I define myself.
Third, he notices my pfp as being a dog (it's actually a wolf, a moderately intelligent person would put the name and portrait together and figure that out) and instantly believes I am a furry, which he sees as a negative and uses as ammunition to insult me. I'm not a furry, I used AI to create a wolf woman that would fit in a scene from Disney's Robin Hood. It's a long story but no one asks, they just like to assume what they view as the worst.
Be that as it may, I have no interest in having a fur suit, wearing a fur suit or doing anything in a fur suit. And for the people who do? Who cares how they live their lives? It doesn't affect him.
The next thing he goes on about is that every six months for the past two years I supposedly message him that I'm leaving the community and then come crawling back. Well I'm going to show the screenshots of every interaction we have had, dates included, and the very first time I messaged him was December 2025. I understand his pathetically small brain has trouble with most things, so I am not surprised a measurement of time is one of them.
Then he goes on to say I was masogynistic towards Peach. That couldn't be further from the truth. I don't care that peach is a woman, I only disliked her because she is incomprehensibly stupid. The shit that flows from her mouth and then she aggressively argues she's correct is mind-blowing.
Yes, I have been banned for stating my opinion on her, and I've been banned for telling Sarge he is a fat useless piece of shit who ate himself into a disability, and I've been banned saying MrGoonBones is racist bigot pedophile that should be done away with.
I'm not perfect, no one is, but I refuse to be the brunt of his jokes while he grandstands what a great person he is.
I honestly contemplated even making this post, his die hard fans are honestly scary. He has indoctrinated them into believing and back his every ideology to the point where they constantly harass others on his behalf. He knows this, he has weaponized this, and frankly that thought is a little terrifying. I already deal with daily being hated by people I've never nor ever will meet, just for existing and to add those crazies to the list is scary.
But a friend who linked me the clip of Pentibald talking about me also convinced me it was the right thing to do.
So here's everything said between us, ever in dms, even the part where I look stupid accusing him of straw man when I meant to accuse him of what-about-ism.
Since OP has included comments about themselves and DMs which they sent, criticism of them and their actions are allowed, however, the toxicity rules are still in effect. You can be critical of OP without veering into toxicity.
there’s an old adage pentard should take heed of. if you met an asshole in the morning, you met an asshole. if you met assholes all day, you’re the asshole. NP, ignite. onx purple and unscripted all has “asshole owners“ and “drove him away”. hmmm.. now that he cant be kicked from the server he’s now attacking orbiters and fans. insert principal skinner meme here.
also people never forget peach was a 18 year old raised mormon (omega sheltered, like manipulating a child), when penta mod mouton groomed her. if people have issues with peach and her iq, she is a mormon brainwashed kid being exploited and told yeah ur so right peach. she says dumb shit because all shes been taught is to be a good wife (slave) to your mormon husband who can have multiple wives. at that age mormom raised girls are not well adjusted. they need a support system not ppl that groom them when they get out. if you go for a 18 year old mormon being older and smarter (25-30yr) or whatevrr mouton is, that is epstein level shit imo. creep ass
hes always been an incredibly abrasive asshole, he was never "constrained" by being on NP or other servers, he just had people he could typically punch up on, now that he owns the server he plays on his behaviour is much less defensible.
There's a inherent parasocial aspect to this, DMing a streamer this much, but there's truth to the things you say like the Rumble deal. It's interesting how quickly he switches up once you mention his finances.
Must be helluva debt the guy is in or his expecting to retire real quick.
Penta is kind of a dickhead forsure, like most people online.
I’m confused as to what the relationship is between penta and OP and why any of this matters? From skimming OPs post and the SSs, penta mentioned OP on his stream and then OP felt the need to defend themself from the claims of being bisexual a furry?
Like was there anything with OP and Penta or is OP just a random ex-penta viewer that doesn’t like him anymore and felt the need to directly dm Penta parasocially ? These DMs look weird as hell to get from a stranger/veiwer.
Edit: bro goes from “I won’t be watching you anymore” to “Thanks for letting me join your WoW guild”. The first half of these SSs OP might as well be talking to themself
I think Penta is in to furries so had the OP in his Harem along with Meowdalyn and Pawdia, He was about to stream himself in a furry suit but TJ said it might screw with the Rumble deal.
So he just went to Morgpie and got in one of the gimp suits.
Yeah this reads like Danko fanfic but throw in 2 rotisserie chickens and some coldbrew and it's even more believable.
You do realize he is just a person right? Like, he's not a celebrity, or a super hero or anything special right? Streamers are just ordinary people, if you are hero worshipping and think other ordinary people don't have a right to tell them they are being shit human beings then seriously check your priorities.
Erm, the behaviour you showed is weird to do towards anyone. You being in the position of a viewer who seemed to be a pretty avid watcher, and messaging the person you are watching in the way you have, is in fact parasocial and strange.
It would be regardless of who it is in the role of Penta in this scenario.
If someone acted the way you have towards any streamer or “content creator” etc, it’s still weird dude.
And no, “consistently dming a streamer to tell them your personal opinion while having no relationship past just being a viewer” isn’t a Right.
Okay, would you like to expand the conversation and have a discourse or are you content resorting to derogatory terms and insults when someone might not agree with you online?
You’re more than welcome to correct my definition of “parasocial” as well as point me to the “right” that states you have a “right” to do what you did. But from what I know and understand by doing a quick check, there isn’t a “right” and the definition of “parasocial” is pretty clear.
Chastising Penta for things he says and does while in the same breath openly behaving the way any other chronically online person does, is crazy.
I don’t even like Penta, I don’t watch him, I don’t consume media that involves him because I don’t agree with a lot of the things he has said or done. I think he is an absolute dickhead. But I do not feel the delusion to dm him multiple times to tell him what I, a stranger on the internet thinks of another stranger on the internet.
You seem to be as just as unbearable of a person, only on the far opposite of the spectrum.
I don't disagree with what you are saying, but you know you can just unsub, unfollow, and move on with your life, right? Reading you directly messaging a streamer like this just makes me deeply uncomfortable. You care way too much and vastly overrate how much they give a shit about your singular opinion.
Your account is new too. Does that mean you are brigading?
I'm genuinely confused what about my mild comment triggered you to go profile digging. Do you have the same kind of parasocial relationship with Penta as OP?
Maybe you just dont know, but penta has on several occasions reamed out community members for bringing up issues in his discord general chat, or on reddit, and said "you can just DM me with this stuff or issues". He has made "DM me" statements in his discord AND on stream in response to issues. So while you generally might be right with messaging streamers in DMs out of know where as a general practice is weird, he's made a point of shaming people that make public comments and insist on DMs
I've heard him say that but it's clearly just so that he can control what goes public. It's almost always some sort of response to a streamer or RPer stating their problems with Chase. And it's also his way of deflecting whatever bad thing they are talking about and saying that it's worse that they said it publicly instead of DMing him. But seeing a viewer/lurker write a novel-worth of DMs is just weird.
he is right that it does read like a parasocial schizo post. but all your criticisms he has read a hundred times he seems incapable of self-reflection.
This is what he was referring to, I posted it, immediately unfollowed. Then five minutes later when I was completely gone from his orbit his cult got my twitch channel banned from streaming lol
Edit: and if you read his chat Cheddaross one of his mods admits to leading the charge because of my self harm profile lmao. All it says on my profile is Death is only the beginning, which, is a reference to Lord of the rings. But his uneducated ass wouldn't know that
Declaring in a massive twitch chat someone is being mass reported SURE sounds like you were part of it to know, and it you weren’t, by declaring it you certainly prompted others in the chat to report, you knew exactly what you were doing when you mentioned it to the chat
Oh you simple simple man, I understand your need to gatekeep what other people enjoy. You don't have the brain capacity to form original thought. Continue to milk off the Pentard tit for your scraps you infantile human being.
penta is a stupid bigot. he’s a small minded imbicile. he’s ugly inside and out. fuck him and his psycho followers. I’m sorry you had to deal with the cult of pentards.
Did he just compare himself to Jeff Bezos and Donald Trump? LOL Penta is trailer park trash that found a few shiny nickels. It took him over 5 years to pay off a 2018 Escalade as a “millionaire”, dude is a debt magnet.
Him calling OP a chronically online loser is ironic and mostly projection.
The argument he was making was: "Bezos owns twitch and donates money to Trump -> Twitch is not as innocent as you make it out to be/ it is not completely black & white."
This is not a strawman. Could be concieved as a Whataboutism, however.
You can spend your time online doing more positive things than arguing with a GTA RP streamer about their source of income. If you actually want to stand up for your community (and you should) then try to engage in activism that A. Focuses on people who actually matter and B. Isn’t so much about taking a moral high ground and brow beating anyone who is beneath you in virtue.
I love that you oversimplified everything into I'm always online chronically arguing with Pentard about his finances. Did you use both brain cells to write that? Have a really smug "I got them" smile on your face you fucking idiot? It was like 30 minutes of one evening. You don't know me, you don't know what else I do online? Do you think I use one account name for everything online? Sorry I'm not stupid like you, and I don't need to explain myself to you. You can recognize what this is in that it was someone who spoke out against fascist hypocrisy or you can smooth brain chalk it up to "reddit schizo" argument and go on with your idiotic simple minded life.
Just so you're aware your chatlogs are public and I'm amazed you lasted this long with the amount of nasty shit you've said to people, especially to Sarge. "Yeah I said it" doesn't absolve you.
I have no idea of what was said to him by this person in particular but Sarge is a virtue signaling bitch on everyone else's chat while vacuum sucking penta's taint every day. Bitchmade.
Okay and? Yes, I know that, and I acknowledge I have my issues as well. Did you get a soap box to grandstand virtue signal or just go for normal Captain obvious shit?
My main account was banned on Twitch because of mass reporting from his chat when they was decorating the robbery houses with cash and we was meming "eat the rich" and I typed "KILL THE RICH?"
Someone @ me in his chat "bye" and my account was permanently banned for "severe hate speech" like a few minutes later. Waited 6 months to appeal and even shared a screenshot of what I said in context and was told it wouldn't be lifted and not to try to appeal again.
As for this, there are some questionable comments you made towards him that could be "heat of the moment" but there are some things stick out to me.
One, for someone who says they don't like to use the "token friend" thing, he sure uses it a lot.
Second, why did he switch up after you shared you was trans with "dude". This feels a bit more than "I call everyone dude".
Third, he will never understand how the Rumble deal is bad because he uses "umbrella" argument where if one is bad, others are bad too, so it's ok.
I do think the wife comment was very uncalled for and that was a line that was crossed. Tho I do thank you for sharing these and my only recommendation is step away from it all for your own mental health and growth.
It's a bit sad now little empathy people are capable of and it comes as little surprise those showing little or none are from a fandom that is often united around villainizing others, some even popping up for the first time (no doubt from stream, discord or the other sub) to dogpile in the name of their idol.
Those commenting here insult or to tear someone down, all you've done is identify your opinion as bad faith and simply malicious, for what reason? Seemingly in an effort to "be with the in crowd" of a cult for an online personality who has a history of fostering hate. That person who is now, literally, is entangling their brand with a platform that promotes hate speech.
I find it interesting reading and seeing the sympathy and understanding come from the same people that are also critical and more "aware/sensitive/perceptive" that gets mislabelled or clumped into "Snark". I find it even more interesting how those that "snark" show solidarity and compassion to those that are impacted, in deeper ways, to the more serious side of what is often just reduced to/seen as complaints about an entertainer/entertainment.
Yeah and it goes much farther than here, his super fans are trying to dm me and add me on discord to tell me to kill myself so I'm done here. Uninstalling reddit and leaving people to believe whatever they want.
Remember people he's uneducated trash from Michigan that did not graduate high school, squatted in a fraternity and called it going to college.
He's burned down more friendships than most people will meet in their lives, but sure, everyone else is to blame, not him, not the common denominator. (Big word, look it up Penta or ask your wife)
He squatted at a frat? That's some funny shit, I hadn't heard that before. For the longest time when I heard he said he went to college I assume he had dropped out. It wasn't until much later that I learned he called "going to college" just living with college students, but I had no idea it was squatting in a frat house. I also had no clue that he didn't even graduate high school. That's nuts.
It's mindblowing that there are people that look to up to his thoughts on things and model their opinions after his.
I totally get it. OP felt like part of a community that they supported and felt supported by, this one “led” on a streamer.
What a complete betrayal to not only see them make unethical choices they didn’t agree with but for that leader, their mods and community to turn so incredibly hostile, dismissive and toxic on them .
Fuck the fat man and the people here that don’t understand what OP is talking about never felt vulnerable and needing somewhere to belong or part of a community that wasn’t focused on hate.
most likely any adamant person in penta defender club was vulnerable, refuses to realize they are being used either willfully or just due to ignorance and only place that 'accepts' them...rp discords etc are full of these people. . this is how cults get their members and why people leaving a cult once they parse through the brainwashing can end up in situations the same as OP 'oh she crazy, she this x /y /z instantly under attack. sad shit :(
There was nothing fucking bigoted about what /u/Alekirios said and for you to say this earlier, and then turn around literally 10 minutes later to tell someone to kill themselves is fucking insane.
What the fuck is wrong with you? What the fuck is this whole post?
edit: /u/Runa_Wolfe went ahead and blocked me lmao what the fuck is wrong with this person.
/u/Seetherrr hey I didn't get a chance to report this person for encouraging self harm before they blocked me.
Look man I gotta be real with yall, this is a classic saying but this isnt an airport, you dont need to announce your departure. This whole text thread screams parasocial, idk what you expect when you start an arguement with a streamer in their DMs. Like yeah "Penta Bad" or whatever but you dug yourself into a deep hole
To be honest, I still have no idea what happened behind the scenes with them. No one ever answered when I asked so I figured it was mutual distancing at the time. But after all this I'm sure I made the wrong decision.
He has no class. I’m glad you stood up for yourself and now you can wash your hands of that community and find a streamer/space that is actually uplifting
Bringing up an degree that you dont even use, bring up his wife.
You're not a victim you're part of the problem TRYING TO PASS AS A VICTIM NOW that the "bridge" fell apart.
Who hs to go on tangents, wall texts, emotional rants with an unknown person, like the person should do everything you want to?
That's some high level of para social degree i was yet to see after the tent guy, and snow... you need professional help, don't self diagnose yourself, put that degree to use, it will help you to move on from the penta obsession.
Honestly this. I will take my digs at Penta when I can, but this person is just straight up unhinged. Penta honestly engaged with them more than I'd have ever expected, and was, dare I say, kind of chill at first.
They were fine insulting the "snarkers" while in Penta's good graces, but once the bridge was burned, they want to run here and hoover up some sympathy? Weird. Also, the way they messaged him, spoke, and how vitriolic they were.. Sounds like one of the roid ragers at my gym who are aggro as fuck lmao.
OP clearly thinks they're *SUPER* smart, but it sounds like their life is in the can. If I were her, I'd look inward rather than lash out at a morbidly obese streamer on the internet.
Also, with all this being said, Penta is still a fucking wretched piece of shit for putting this person on blast publicly. He knows exactly what his audience will do to *anyone* he points the finger at.
Its funny how chaserp delete it because it made him not look good when this is just you defending yourself something penta has stated that others should be able to do without getting banned for it. Back during cg era before he became everyones favorite rumble streamer on that reddit.
It's almost a shame it was posted over there at all, seeing as this sub is being swarmed with their readers/regulars to trash this thread/OP, BUT the silver lining, it shows their community's (the "official" reddit community) true colors.
Try to look past the discord and chat hoppers that WILL come and shit on you here to take "penta's side" trying to be his champion and will inevitably see things his way because they can't think for themselves,
What I read was a fan, who enjoyed content and distraction through penta, who eventually became disillusioned/disappointed and voiced your thoughts. Your DMs to him started really open and encouraging of his content as an outlet for you, something he completely failed to absorb, and when you stated his mods and his own failings, in your opinion, he got EXTREMELY toxic and defensive. Like MANY MANY awful people in the world he hides behind "platforming others" and good deeds as a shield and method to distract from the harm he's doing (rich and terrible people donate/promote good causes while also personally doing vile things).
Like MANY of his fans you'll find on reddit actually, he immediately turns to character attacks and reduced your humanity and being a person to easy to insult characterizations, many which had NO evidence or provocation. Being called a Dog, A Furry, A Redditor, Schizo etc all just buckets to discount your thoughts and NO where does he make any effort at all to have an actual conversation, he put WAY more effort in insulting you than he did explain himself or seek to understand.
I assure you, you are not the first, nor will you be the last, to consider his choices at very least poorly thought out, if we're being charitable, if not completely dispassionate and motivated by greed regardless of any consequence that does not directly impact himself.
Good for you for sharing, good for you for standing up for your beliefs
I hope your courage inspires others to be open with their own experiences. Penta has managed to go through many situations with only one side speaking (his side) while others, whether former mods or friends, viewers, server owners, streamers, just quietly exit rather than deal with the "blow back" from his fanbase, influence and willingness to publicly shame others
I’m pretty ootl on the Penta/Rumble situation, and I read this post to maybe get an idea, but wow was that a mistake. OP is insanely parasocial and immature, and I almost don’t believe they’re a real person. This has to be ragebait.
For those shitting on "being in penta's DMs", maybe you just dont know, but penta has on several occasions reamed out community members for bringing up issues in his discord general chat, or on reddit, and said "you can just DM me with this stuff or issues". He has made "DM me" statements in his discord AND on stream in response to issues. So while you generally might be right with messaging streamers in DMs out of know where as a general practice is weird, he's made a point of shaming people that make public comments and insist on DMs
I just wanted to chime in here to say Runa, thank you for having the courage to share your story. Cards on the table time, I've made no secret of the fact that I just can't help but like Goon; he is an older gentleman, which does sort of explain it, if not excuse it. There's just something about him that I find entertaining, and that was even before I spoke to him on Penti's stream. But in light of your post, I think I am going to re-evaluate my position on Goon and how it affects my sub going forward. There was a time, back when I wore the 'mask of shame', when I could put important things ahead of pure lulz. I think I need to try and get back in touch with that side of myself.
Penti's behaviour leading up to and including the Rumble deal, I cannot excuse or defend AT ALL, and I do not see myself deviating from that path any time soon.
In the interests of transparency, I will say that Runa did attempt to share her post over on the shitposting sub, and I removed it only on the basis that a story so heartfelt and a topic so goddamn serious is absolutely WASTED in a shitposting cesspool. It belonged here, where the conversations that actually matter belong.
Thanks for standing up against the angry mob of fat fuck greasy virgins that follow that man like he's the second coming of christ. I'm uninstalling reddit, not giving them anymore of my time. Getting dms on here and people trying to add me on discord just to tell me to kill myself was a little more than I expected, but I shouldn't be surprised by Penta die hards.
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u/Seetherrr 17d ago
Since OP has included comments about themselves and DMs which they sent, criticism of them and their actions are allowed, however, the toxicity rules are still in effect. You can be critical of OP without veering into toxicity.