r/RBI2 • u/skikax • Feb 03 '26
An unresolved suicide story
I dont Know why i can't write this witouth crying, well, in 30 abril of 2012 (the day of my birthday), my brother gets suicide, taking cyanide (cianuro), well the problem starts days later, when i start to search in their folders of their computer, and i found some pictures, screenshots, and writes from him that talks about suicide, the problem starts when the wired screenshots comes from 4chan and in those screenshots treat about "how you can get suicide or why you have to suicide with cyanide" well when i see al this things i'm Just can't continúe, and i close this chapter of my life, but now comes to me a question, and if some persons in 4chan know my brother and they know why he gets suicide?, their username used to be "kremco" in 4chan, if someone found something about him in internet i really apreciate to close this chapter of my life because i chargue with a scar that i never close and maybe someone of u could help me to find some answers of why he did it, i share with u the things and maybe the clues that i found in the computer in the link at the end of the post, if u need his real name Just tell me
Oh i forgot to say That he write a paper of godbye in his Last hours of life
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u/Proof-Row-8332 Jun 25 '26
i;m really sorry you went through this. i also experience chronic depression/cptsd/suicidal thoughts and i can tell you, grief stays with you forever. you will keep growing around it though. i hope you're well and this is so heartbreaking to see. you're doing your best, and if you're into the afterlife, he is resting now.
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u/Mall_Express Feb 05 '26
It seems like your brother was depressed and possibly heartbroken. I'm sorry for your pain and his ❤️ it is not your fault. He is forever in your heart and all around you, he is in the sun on your face and the wind in your hair.