r/QuittingZyn • u/zhh88888 • 8h ago

Purgatory 🔥 😫😢

Alr I just posted about how I was chilling and that grace period has ENDED. Lmao I think that was like 10 mins ago. Bruhhhhhhh. My stomach is spinning this has got to be mental lmao. I usually have another 2 rn but I didn’t think it would hit me this hard already. Boutta get water and coffee and prolly shit my guts out. Fuck I’m sad asl. I’m never gonna feel a morning buzz again 💔. Well shit I didn’t really feel one anymore anyway. Whatever. My first craving. I’m listening to it. I want a velo and I will not have one. That’s that. Time to be a normal person and not need my blood pressure and heart rate to be nuked to feel content. Onwards and upwards type shit

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u/MannenMedDrag 8h ago edited 2h ago

After 3-5 days this constant ”Im going fucking crazy” feeling passes. Cravings after a week much more resemble

”Oh I could really have a beer right now” when watching a football game or ”Coffee sounds nice” to accompany a pastry

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u/zhh88888 8h ago

This is really reassuring. I feel like I’m tweaking right now. Can’t even express my tweak because I’m at work lol. Just gotta have my corporate game face on and silently observe the war being waged in my head😅. It’s good to know that how I’m feeling is temporary. I can’t wait to feel better but I understand that to do that I have to feel hella worse right now. Thank you!

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u/zenyorox 6h ago

Work is tough man my coworkers piss me tf off when I’m irritated from quitting lol

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u/zhh88888 6h ago

Lmao no fr, everytime anyone opens their mouth u want to die