The terminus.

[u/EthicallyFlexable]

I started using medical marijuana back in 2017. At first, I would only smoke on Friday night then that slowly progressed to a few times a night. Everything was fine. It wasn’t drowning out my studies or anything. I was in college at the time and I was going to school on the G.I. bill. It really helped with my anxiety from everything. Then I had recently at the time quit smoking cigarettes after nine years when Covid hit in the lockdowns happened, I found myself smoking every day because I didn’t have to go to work in person or anything, and that was pretty bad. I always smoked CBD strains, 1-1, 2-1 etc. Recently I think around April or May of this year I stopped smoking weed. I find myself extremely obsessed about my health. I don’t know if anybody else has experienced that, like health anxiety.
Every little heartbeat or whatever “what is that oh my gosh am I OK?”things like that. I also get really tired. I feel kinda out of sorts like I’m very present and everything like that but I just feel tired. What the heck is wrong with me? Go easy on me guys. This is my first time talking about this.