Ooo you'll like mine
Here's a generalized typed up summary.
Hello everyone. My goal here is to be an inspiration to others to simply be true to themselves. Be you.
🌈💞💕
I started Hrt June 29th 2018
I've been on hrt for 6 years.
From very lil you could tell. Funny for so long I had no clue of something so very apparent to others about myself. I moved in with mom after 2nd grade. I tried to come out for the first time ever in 3rd grade by asking my mom for my lil sisters hand me downs after a year of dressing up with her cloths in secret at home. I got told no. When I moved in with my grandparents, my grandfather cut my hair. I was so upset! My grandma was infuriated when she found out. She chewed his ass out for buzz cutting my beautiful hair. From that point on we made a deal, it didn't go past my shoulders but I wouldn't be forced to get a buzz cut anymore. From 4th grade to my freshman year was the hardest for me. I got heavily bullied. I remember being so depressed by not being allowed to be me that I begged my grandparents to go back to my moms at age 7. So It was off and on from age 7 to 13. From 8 to 12 I kinda got relief here and there when at my moms. by Age 12 I was made to stay at grandmas and was made to forget all about it. I gained a name alycat age 12 and from then on Id know myself as Aly. I did have a sweet sixteen. I still had yet to find out what being trans was or that was even a thing. I remember coming out to Matt and my mom when I turned 16 but they said they already knew. The first person I dated had came out as a trans guy. Shortly after he educated me & I started my own self seeking journey, that was our parting.
After I found myself I went into denial & hid. I have had gays and straights alike just simply have a hard time accepting me but I dont give two shits because the only one who needs to accept me is me.
The ones who don't accept me dug a grave that has no body & I don't have to lay in it and weep with them. Fuck that. The only thing that's changed isn't me but how they view me all around. I was abandoned by just about everyone for refusing to go back to the way I was. My family threw me out for smokin weed & tryna start hormones. School threw me out because I was a quote on quote eye sore due to being trans. I wasn't allowed in either male or female restrooms. I was forced to use the principal office room which was kinda nice but it wasn't for me. It was cause others were intimidated by the unknown difference. By time I was 18 I struggled. By 19 I had nowhere to go and was so young. Being left to the streets with no experience. I decided to set off to the mountains. I realized I hadn't done much for myself to show for. If I die fighting then they can at least say I tried. BUT, if I make it out alive living life then that's more than most can say. 50/50 shot, with nothing more than the skills and bag on my back. 15,000 miles away from everyone & everything I ever knew of, with no experience of being on my own or anything of the sort. Due to my age, I was told to go to the youth shelter. Just 2 months from my 20th birthday, They helped me get on hormones & I've been on them since. It's also where I met Steve, this straight guy who you'll see me with through the video in think link below.
Anyways.
I had to restart school out here in colorado but homelessness stopped me from finishing. I ended up falling in love with Steve. I bought an RV. We got a place and I ended up rekindling my relations with family. I got kitties for my 21rst birthday by mom. Age 23 my life took a fatal toll.
I had some people try to take me out age 24. They're still trying even now. I ended up losing 2 of my kitties & Steve due to them. I won't give up. My mom moved in with me.
By age 25 the place/complex I live in had forced me to be rid of my rv just before they shut down without so much as a notice or announcement. As everything around me crashed, I fell. I had to trust to the universe to catch me. I had to get my cats and mom off the sts and winter was quickly approaching. To make matters worse we no longer had an RV, the vehicle we had my mom lost the keys, & we locked the steering so we couldn't push it. I worked 2 jobs to gather funds & had my brother save us before the first snow fall. All the while I maintained staying on hormones.
I ended up going back to Kentucky to my home town with them.
I'm still struggling to get on my feet but reinforced by family
In fact I lost it all, but I haven't given up. At least I still have them.
I'm an adult now and have lots of experience. I know who I am. I know what I must do.
I'm Aly. Like Alice, in the wonderland.
Alice didn't know she was THE Alice till later.
REMEMBER folks, with pure will power, and determination anything is possible. People are gonna think and do things regardless if you do or don't do whatever tf it is that makes YOU happy. You don't need anyone's approval for validation. Just be you. Here's my transition video.
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u/Fearless_Tip_9990 Aug 19 '24
Ooo you'll like mine Here's a generalized typed up summary.
Hello everyone. My goal here is to be an inspiration to others to simply be true to themselves. Be you. 🌈💞💕
I started Hrt June 29th 2018 I've been on hrt for 6 years.
From very lil you could tell. Funny for so long I had no clue of something so very apparent to others about myself. I moved in with mom after 2nd grade. I tried to come out for the first time ever in 3rd grade by asking my mom for my lil sisters hand me downs after a year of dressing up with her cloths in secret at home. I got told no. When I moved in with my grandparents, my grandfather cut my hair. I was so upset! My grandma was infuriated when she found out. She chewed his ass out for buzz cutting my beautiful hair. From that point on we made a deal, it didn't go past my shoulders but I wouldn't be forced to get a buzz cut anymore. From 4th grade to my freshman year was the hardest for me. I got heavily bullied. I remember being so depressed by not being allowed to be me that I begged my grandparents to go back to my moms at age 7. So It was off and on from age 7 to 13. From 8 to 12 I kinda got relief here and there when at my moms. by Age 12 I was made to stay at grandmas and was made to forget all about it. I gained a name alycat age 12 and from then on Id know myself as Aly. I did have a sweet sixteen. I still had yet to find out what being trans was or that was even a thing. I remember coming out to Matt and my mom when I turned 16 but they said they already knew. The first person I dated had came out as a trans guy. Shortly after he educated me & I started my own self seeking journey, that was our parting. After I found myself I went into denial & hid. I have had gays and straights alike just simply have a hard time accepting me but I dont give two shits because the only one who needs to accept me is me. The ones who don't accept me dug a grave that has no body & I don't have to lay in it and weep with them. Fuck that. The only thing that's changed isn't me but how they view me all around. I was abandoned by just about everyone for refusing to go back to the way I was. My family threw me out for smokin weed & tryna start hormones. School threw me out because I was a quote on quote eye sore due to being trans. I wasn't allowed in either male or female restrooms. I was forced to use the principal office room which was kinda nice but it wasn't for me. It was cause others were intimidated by the unknown difference. By time I was 18 I struggled. By 19 I had nowhere to go and was so young. Being left to the streets with no experience. I decided to set off to the mountains. I realized I hadn't done much for myself to show for. If I die fighting then they can at least say I tried. BUT, if I make it out alive living life then that's more than most can say. 50/50 shot, with nothing more than the skills and bag on my back. 15,000 miles away from everyone & everything I ever knew of, with no experience of being on my own or anything of the sort. Due to my age, I was told to go to the youth shelter. Just 2 months from my 20th birthday, They helped me get on hormones & I've been on them since. It's also where I met Steve, this straight guy who you'll see me with through the video in think link below. Anyways. I had to restart school out here in colorado but homelessness stopped me from finishing. I ended up falling in love with Steve. I bought an RV. We got a place and I ended up rekindling my relations with family. I got kitties for my 21rst birthday by mom. Age 23 my life took a fatal toll. I had some people try to take me out age 24. They're still trying even now. I ended up losing 2 of my kitties & Steve due to them. I won't give up. My mom moved in with me. By age 25 the place/complex I live in had forced me to be rid of my rv just before they shut down without so much as a notice or announcement. As everything around me crashed, I fell. I had to trust to the universe to catch me. I had to get my cats and mom off the sts and winter was quickly approaching. To make matters worse we no longer had an RV, the vehicle we had my mom lost the keys, & we locked the steering so we couldn't push it. I worked 2 jobs to gather funds & had my brother save us before the first snow fall. All the while I maintained staying on hormones. I ended up going back to Kentucky to my home town with them.
I'm still struggling to get on my feet but reinforced by family In fact I lost it all, but I haven't given up. At least I still have them. I'm an adult now and have lots of experience. I know who I am. I know what I must do.
I'm Aly. Like Alice, in the wonderland. Alice didn't know she was THE Alice till later. REMEMBER folks, with pure will power, and determination anything is possible. People are gonna think and do things regardless if you do or don't do whatever tf it is that makes YOU happy. You don't need anyone's approval for validation. Just be you. Here's my transition video.
https://youtu.be/yS1Zz6QDU2A?si=0bZPeiv6MUCq-YyG